If only this wasn't our reality
Destiny: Hey people what's up? Okay well can anybody tell me why none of you know me? No it's not just because I'm a lame creepy loser with no friends but good guess….it's cuz this is my first fic. Yay! Well I'm not much of a writer so I decided to start out simple and work my way up to smut infested slash stories. Now this is just a small two-shot story on team 7's thought on the whole sasu-kun being gone cuz he's stupid and blinded by hatred so much he's willing to go to that creepy snake bastard. Even though everyone knows orochi-hentai is a pedophile who just wants to do naughty, naughty things to sasu-kun's body.
Sasuke: Baka *uchiha death glare* what the hell fox? I thought I was one of the characters you liked and how dare you insult me you worthless wanna-be-authur.
Destiny: hehehe…I ment it in the nicest way possible sasu-kun *cough* anyways hope you take pity on me and torture yourself by actually reading this fic. Onto the disclaimer.
Disclaimer: Are sasu-kun and Naru-chan constantly having orgasmic smut all over konoha? No…Are shino-kun and kiba-kun rutting it out after training? No…Is kakashi-sensie smexying up iruka-sensie up at the academy? No…so that means that naruto and co. do not belong to me in any shape or for no matter how much I keep threatening kishimoto-sama to give them to me. And so I am making no money for this and have nothing but my fantasies…I'm ganna go be emo and sulk in the closet.
~.~.~Sasuke Uchiha~.~.~
Here we are again in this never ending cycle of pain and bloody tears. It's almost as if we're destined to fight each other even if all we want is to stay together.
I look at you with empty eyes and you glare at me angry that I show nothing of within. The usual threats and insults fly from our mouths and you shout at me that you'll drag me back home even if you have to beat the shit out of me. I can't help but stare at you, naruto do you really believe what your saying don't you understand I can't ever go back, konoha isn't home anymore, it never was.
The day Itachi slaughtered my clan I thought I would never feel happiness again, that I could not allow anyone close in fear of loosing something precious to that madman somehow you plowed through all my walls burring yourself deep in my heart content in never leaving and brought a smile to my lips once more.
Strength, power it's what I needed and what the snake offered and so I all but sold my soul for it, I can't allow myself to die until my hands are stained with itachi's blood. All that should matter to me was getting stronger so I could finally get revenge no matter the cost, I knew bonds were weaknesses and that the blond coming at me with first pulled back intending on socking me on my pale face was dangerous.
Naruto kept getting in his way interfering time after time and he should kill the blond once and for all, yet as he dodged the attack he couldn't help thinking of what the blond was to him. Naruto was his hope his dream his light within the ever present darkness that was his life.
He knew that even if he was somehow able to beat his brother he wouldn't be able to return to konoha, the villagers would hate him for his betrayal, the hokage probably wanted him dead. Even so he let himself pretend that in the end he could go back to naruto,for him, it was a foolish thought but it was the dream that kept him going, what kept him pushing foward to fufill his lifes goal.
If only, if only it wasn't like this, if only my family wasn't dead, if only itachi wasn't a murderous bastard, if only orochimaru hadn't placed this damn curse seal on me, if only I could admit my feelings to naruto, if only they could be together, if only they existed in a different world, if only I wasn't......uchiha sasuke.
But no matter how much he pretended the reality was this...naruto and him throwing punches and kicks over and over in this familiar violent dance, a never ending cycle that only lead to pain.
~.~.~Naruto Uzumaki~.~.~
Round and round they went one chasing the other again like the moon chasing after the sun, to anyone who didn't know the truth they'd think it was backwards. On the outside he was the sun with his bright blond hair, sky blue eyes, tanned skin dressed in orange and black, cheerful optimistic attitude, in all ways blindingly bright. Sasuke the boy before him all moon with glowing pale skin, and his ebony hair, dark eyes and darker personality, everthing that screamed shadows.
He through shurikins at Sasuke and sent multiple shadow clones to attack the avenger who just dodge the metal stars and slashed his clones in half his sharigan spinning wildly. He was mad not only at the other boy but himself, three years, three fucking years I spent training endlessly just to bring him back home with me. I don't know why I keep this torture up, but I can't seem to give up no matter how tired and hurt I am. I'm breaking apart, slowly dieing inside every time I fail. No matter how much I train or how much stronger I become it's never enough, but I can't give I won't stop, it's not just because I promised sakura, this is completely selfish I can't give you up.
Fire jutsu aimed at him as he tried to dodge a flying kunai in mid-air, heat washing over him as it barely misses him, landing stiffly and locking eyes with his apponent,blue and black, fire and ice he won't give the boy up. Sasuke was his precious person the first to truly see him, he needed sasuke in his life, sasuke was his friend, his rival, his family, and his hope in this unfair world he was thrusted into.
He knew that even if he somehow got sasuke to come home it wouldn't be the same, sasuke might try to leave again, the villagers would still hate him, and he would most likely never be allowed to be hokage nothing would change except the rift between his team. But he wanted to believe that it would end well he would be a hero for returning the uchiha and sasuke would stay with him, he knew how naive it sounded but it was the wish that kept him going, the hope that kept him sane.
If only, if only this hadn't happened, if only the villagers didn't hate me, if only I didn't have kyuubi sealed within me, if only the akatsuki weren't after me, if only I could tell sasuke how much he means to me, if only there wasn't anything keeping us apart, if only our lives were diffrent, if only I wasn't......Uzumaki Naruto.
But no matter how much he wanted to believe otherwise this was his reality....sasuke gaining the uperhand and throwing his tired body to the floor only sparing a moments glance before he watched the raven haired boy walk away again, yes to anyone on the outside he was day and sasuke night, but if you knew if you looked you'd see sasuke was everything to the village while he was hated a monster a secret in the dark, sasuke was hope, and so he chased after him around and around over and over again, yes he was the moon chasing sasuke the sun, his light.
Destiny: Yay! First chapter up on my first fic. *does happy dance* okay so i'm happy even if you think it was lame and please, please review. I would love to know if it was good or sucked ass, any tips would be reviewer will get syber brownies, flames are welcomed for i need something to melt my marshmellow, hmmm..... till next time,Ja ne!