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Title: Wasted Time
Author: jasw494
Summary: During the last moments on the airplane Lois starts to thin about Clark and the way she fells about him. Will she have a chance to tell him or is it too late.
Pairing: Clark/Lois

Final Thoughts

The plane was moving and the loud sounds coming from it were making it hard to think.

Lois kept kicking the door so that the pilot would tell them what was happening. She was struggling to keep breathing. She was trying to kelp Mrs. Kent But the oxygen was running out. She saw when Martha fainted and tried to get to her, but decided to get the oxygen masks. She saw a knife and tried to use it to open the compartment that holds the masks. When she finally got it open her legs gave out and she fell to the floor. She could see the masks hanging but she had no strength left to reach them.

She was lying on the floor fighting to stay conscious when all of the sudden one thought came to her mind Clark. It was so strange that this name popped into her mind at this moment. But she knew better, that name was always on her mind. She started to remember the first time she saw him. He looked great and he wasn't wearing anything. She was lucky most people found a dog in the middle of the rode. But she had found one gorgeous naked men. At first she thought he was crazy but then she realized he was confused and lost. She took him to the hospital and was going to leave him there she had other things to do. But she stayed and then when Mrs. Kent came in and saw him, she could see the love this woman had for her son it was incredible.

Then later that day she found him at the cemetery and she noticed how much hurt was in his eyes when he looked at Chloe's grave. After that so much had happened, he had saved Chloe's life and then he had his small but very good football career. And he looked great in that uniform.

She couldn't believe how many times he had helped someone and that annoyed her so much but at the same time it amazed her how someone could be so kind and generous without expecting anything in return. She felt so ashamed when the whole Lucy thing happened. He had been a great help during it, and at the end he had showed her the comfort that she needed and his words had meant a lot. She still remembered how angry and hurt se had felt when she heard that Clark had married some girl by the name of Alicia.

And then when they showed up at the Talon that night she wanted to run so bad so that she didn't have to see them together. But it hurt worst when she found him crying with Alicia's lifeless body on his arms, he was so devastated and it broke her apart. The look of anger and hate that he had when he was trying to ill the one responsible scared her but it also made her realize that he was capable of anything for the one he loved. They had become friends that annoyed each other. Lois tried to open her eyes but she couldn't there was no strength left in her. She kept remembering moments of her life with Clark. Like the one at that bar.

God she was so nervous about getting up on that stage and dancing. But when she spotted Clark all her fears and nerves went away. She wanted to perform well so that he would notice her and maybe forget about Lana for just one moment. He was so nervous and ashamed he kept trying to look everywhere but at her. When she went t his table he was so shy especially when certain parts of her body had been to close to him. She laughed that night but at the same time she found this extremely sweet. Then when she was in real trouble it was great to know that he was there to help her. Then a special memory came into her mind.

This was the day she realized that Clark an amazing men. He behaved like a father with Maddie, he treated her so nice and made her feel comfortable. She was special and at first she scared Lois but then she saw how sweet this kid was. Clark did everything to protect her. It was a side of Clark Lois was pleased to see.

Then the whole Graham disaster happened and he was trying to warn her and she treated him so bad. Not to mention that when she opened the door naked and saw Clark standing there she felt so vulnerable. When Chloe came by and told her what was happening Lois felt like an idiot. And the when she found Clark buried she felt her heart stop and all she could do was pray that he would be fine.

He didn't want it to loose him. The night of his birthday she was so excited for him but at the same time she knew he was sad because his dad wasn't with him. She had searched for that diary for a long time and made sure it was special and that it had his initials.

The she could recall word by word their conversation. She almost came close to telling him how she felt but decide to do an example with a bike and a Harley. All of that brought her back to the present with her last ounce of strength she swore that is she had another change she would do this different.

She would tell Clark ho much he meant to her and she would try to make the relationship work. She wouldn't push him Like Lana did she would trust him and make up for the lost time. She wanted Clark's promise to come true. The one he made to her the day AC left smallville. She could remember every word.

Lois: I've known a lot of guys who want to own the world. I haven't met very many who actually want to save it. How am I ever going to meet someone like that again?

Clark: Lois, I promise, someday...you'll meet someone even more special.

I hope that someone is you Clark. That was the last thing Lois thought before everything went black.

Note: I'm wondering if I should make this a standalone or a complete story. If you like or if you don't let me know on a review. Depending on your comments I will continue this story or not! See ya