Disclaimer: I don't own & none of this ever ever happened as far as I know. Thanks for rubbing it in my face.
Ryan hated denying Brendon. He hated stopping Brendon when he tried to kiss in public. He hated how Brendon would come up behind him at a party & wrap his arms around his waist; his soft lips finding the older boy's neck. But most of all he hated pushing Brendon off, and the long ride home. He hated saying no.
Ryan hated denying Brendon. He hated the script of the concerts that said that when Brendon tried to kiss him or touch him that he should move away. He didn't want to leave. Ryan hated that script. He hated saying no.
Ryan hated denying Brendon. He hated quickies in the bathroom and having to stay quiet. He hated when Brendon would accidentally let out an unexplainable moan. But what he hated more was making Brendon stifle his moans; he hated not hearing Brendon's pleasure. He hated saying no.
Ryan hated denying Brendon. He even hated saying no to simple tasks. Like, "Hey, could you hand me that?" or "Do you have some money I can borrow?" He usually said yes, but on those occasions that he couldn't, he felt awful. He liked to make Brendon happy. He didn't like dissapointing him by saying no. He hated saying no.
"What are you thinking about?" Brendon asked, awaking Ryan from his thoughts.
"Umm.. nothing." Ryan answered. He took a swift glance over at the clock that read 11:27.
"It's almost 11:30," Ryan stated, starting to situp, the dried up mess from last night he could feel starting to flake off.
"Ohh.." Brendon groaned, snuggling closer into Ryan's neck, kissing it softly. "Can't we just lay here forever?"
Here came that dreaded word again.
"No.. I mean," a grin spreading slowly over Ryan's face. "Yes. And let's do just that."
Ryan hated denying Brendon.
Ryan hated saying no.
That was my first fanfic in over 9 months. & The last thing I wrote about was High School Musical. So I'm not so sure if that was good or not. Remember, feedback is equal to love, so if you want me to know that it rocked, or sucked for that matter, you really need to let me know. I'm nice; I don't bite.