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Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters Stephanie Meyer has created. I wish I did but I don't. ):

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Chapter 1

Dear mom

Sorry I left, I took Emma with me. I have money and I have my car. I just have a lot to think about. Don't wait up I'm not sure when I will be back. Hugs and kisses from Emma.

Love Ocean

I put the note on the kitchen table and grabbed mine and Emma's bags. Emma is my daughter she is 3 I had her when I was 14 and now I'm 17. I thought I was done growing but I had a big growth spurt and last week I turned into some kind of wolf. I didn't tell my mom she would have thought that I was crazy.

I'm a full Quileute I have black hair and almond shaped eyes. On my right eye have a large skar from my eyebrow to my cheek. I think that I would be pretty if it wasn't there.

"Mommy!" Emma said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"What hunny?" I asked looking in the review mirror to see her eyes, Emma has the same shape eyes as me but the same color as her dad.. green.

"where are we going and when are we going to be there." Emma is really smart for only 3.

"we are going to a place called LaPush and we should be there in about 2 minutes, I can see the sign now." just as the words came out of my mouth the welcome to LaPush sign came into view.

"YEY!" Emma yelled, she was always happy when she was with me.

I turned into a little cafe. "Let get some food in your belly." I said to her with a smile.

"okay!" she laughed. I don't know what I would do without Emma. She is my life and the only thing that keeps me here.

We both hoped out of my yellow 2004 Saturn Vue, it was a gift from my mom when I got my license.

When we walked into the little cafe I grabbed a news paper. I was flipping through it when the waitress come up to us. " I will be your waitress for today, what would you like the drink."

"Coke for me and chocolate milk for her." I said with a smile.

"alright," she handed me a menu. "i will be right back with your drinks and to take your order." this girl sounded way too sweet.

Just then a group of guys and a couple of girls walked in laughing and talking. I could smell woods and a sticky sweet smell that kind of burned my nose off of them. I turned around to look at them when one of the girls looked at me. She was really pretty with short brown hair, drake eyes and full lips. She had a kind of confused look on her face.

"Look at her Jake she looks like one of us." I could hear her say to a tall guy with really big muscles.

"have you decided what you want?" the waitress come back.

"umm.. I would like that and she would like that." im not even sure what I ordered but I needed to get out of here.

"mommy whats wrong?" Emma asked.

"nothing mommy just got distracted." I smiled at her. I looked down at the news paper I was looking at again trying to find a job. I already had a place to live. I found it 3 days ago when I decided to come here. But I still needed a job and a place for Emma to go.

"mommy where is the house. I want to go home." Emma said just then I seen a add for a babysitter.

"oh hunny we will go home when we are done eating the waitress is coming right now." just like I said she put the food down in front of us. "thanks... umm.. I was wondering what you could tell me about this Emily Young person that has an add in the news paper for babysitting." I asked with a smile.

"oh she is a really good preson. If I had a kid I would let her babysit she is really good with kids." she smiled.

"grate thanks so much." I smiled sweetly at her. I looked back down at the new paper so I could call her. "hunny I'm going to make a call so don't talk for a second. Okay?"

Emma just smiled at me. I grabbed my cell phone I just got and dialed the number.
After the second ring someone answerd.

"hello." said a sweet voice.

"hi is this Emily Young?" I ask trying to sound sweet too.

"yes. May I ask who this is."

"yes this is Ocean I'm calling about the add you have in the newspaper as a babysitter. Are you still able to.." she cut me off.

"yes I can, you can come over right now if you would like." she sounded like she was smiling.

"okay well I'm at the cafe right now but I will come over when I'm done." I couldn't help but smile, I was happy that it didn't have to look around for long to find someone.

"great!" she said happily, she gave me the directions and we said goodbye and hung up.

After we were done eating we drove to Emily's house, it wasn't hard to find our new house. It was just a couple of houses away so I'm happy about that.

I knocked on the door, and I could hear Emily walking to that door.
"Ocean?" Emily asked with a smile. I couldn't help but notice 3 scars just like mine on her face.

"yeah that is me and this is Emma." I said with a smile.

"Hi Emily." Emma said with a shy smile.

"come in we just had luch and everyone is just sitting around with their kids. Emma, would you like the meet my daughter?" Emily asked sweetly.

We walked in the house to see some really big guys sitting in the living room and some kids.

"Emily if you don't mind but could you watch Emma for like couple of minutes I just want to go to the house and get our stuff out of the car. I just moved a couple of houses away." I said sheepishly, I was going to the house but I was also going to change into a wolf so I could see the woods, they look very pretty.

"sure" Emily didn't even hesitate.

"thanks so much you are such a life savor." I said smiling and walking out the door.

I jumped in my car and in about 2 seconds I was at my new house, there was wood all around my new 2 story house. I got the bags and put them in the house and walked out to the back door to go wolf. I striped all my close off and started to run, I just had to think about Emma not having a dad and I would be a wolf.

All my senses where going wild I could smell something like me. I started to run and follow the smell. Soon I could see a group of really big wolves. I was pretty small. They all looked of to me. The small light gray one's eyes where dark and I could almost recognize them from somewhere.

Sense I was little I could read minds. I just tuned into the mind of the wolves.

"do you think she is that girl from the café? Jake."

"im not to sure she smells the same but that could be anything. If she was then why can't we hear her thoughts."

They all just turned around and didn't look my way again. So I walked away to go to Emily's house. When I came out of the woods I when into my house to get dressed again. And walked back to Emily's house.

As I walked close I could hear voices.

"She smells funny, almost like us but she don't really look like one of use. If she was then at cut would not be there.Plus she almost smells vamp.."the girl trailed off.
"i know but... " the girl and guy stopped talking just as I came into there view.

"hi is Emily still here?" I asked trying not to shack with anger.

"umm... yeah she is just walk inside." I smiled and walked inside the house.

"MOMMY!" Emma come running over to me.

"what hunny?"

"this is my new friend Collin!" she was so happy.

When Collin walked in he wasn't what I thought he would look like. He looked like my age.
"hey I'm Collin." he held out his hand I shock it. I wasn't cold like I thought it was going to be thats how everyone is to me. He looked alittle shocked about the heat.

"hi im Ocean." I said with a week smile.

He looked down at Emma like he was a blind man looking at the sun for the first time.
"Come on Emma lets get going we need to set the house up."

"mommy can Collin come too?" Emma asked looking up at Collin, he smiled at her and looked up at me hopeful. I don't understand why he would want to hang out with a 3 year old. I listened to his thoughts. "Please say yes... Please, please!"

"well if Collin wants to he is welcome over our house anytime." I said with a smile.

Before we left I talked with Emily about her baby sitting and finding a job. She was more then happy to baby sit for me, which was grate. I started to get this happy feeling about this place. Nothing can take me down now.

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