HEYA.
So this little story is a random story about Edward in New Moon. He hears voices too you know- just like Bella.
Disclaimer- Characters and plot belong to author, Stephanie Meyer.
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The ache in my chest had not dulled at all. It still felt like a jagged knife was plunging through my stomach over and over. Of course, it only got worse when I thought of…her. Today was one of the worst days I had been through since…that day. I was curled up in a ball. Dry heaving and moaning into the ground. I didn't exactly know where I was. It had been four weeks. Four weeks without seeing her beautiful face. Four weeks without hearing her magical voice. I rolled over and felt an attack of pain wash over me.
I don't want you to come with me.
How could I say that to her? How could she believe me? In the end, I think that's what killed me the most. The look of betrayal in her innocent eyes when I said those parting words. Wasn't it obvious that I needed her? I needed her more than anything. I closed my stinging eyes and thought about the memories that hurt so bad I started to tremble and heave even harder.
Bella taking my hand for the first time. The heat and softness felt so comforting. What wouldn't I give for that right now? Bella and I kissing for the first time. It was…so unlike anything I have ever experienced. Happy thoughts and happy- but excruciating- memories replayed in my mind like movie. Then it all changed.
"Edward?" a small voice reached out to me.
My head snapped up. It was her voice. My angel. She was here!
"Bella?" I croaked. My voice was raw from not speaking for weeks, from groaning through the pain for weeks.
"Edward. I'm here," her voice whispered.
My breathing sped until I was panting. I jumped shakily to my feet. My hands trembled as I did a three sixty, looking for…Bella. I couldn't find her. I turned and turned and called out her name. But there was nothing. I started to break down again. Preparing myself to spend another few weeks on the forest floor.
"Hey, it's okay,"
I froze. My sobs stopped and I perked my ears up. I glanced around again, even though I knew it was pointless.
"You don't need to be sad. I'm here," her comforting voice weaved through the air like the softest melody.
"Where!" I yelled, "Bella!"
I hissed as soon as I let myself speak the forbidden word. I had torn myself away from her, so I had no right to say her name. Or interfere with any part of her. Why should I care if she was her-owwww.
I couldn't even think the agonizing thought. She was the only thing I cared about. I loved her. I loved her.
"I love you, too," Her voice called to me.
I was breathing so hard I was beginning to choke. I coughed and cleared my throat .
"I love you! Bella! Please! I am so sorry. I didn't mean it. I promise. I swe-"
"No, stop," she cut me off. I had been in such a rush to get my words out that I began tripping over them.
I felt the knife twist hard in my stomach, and I cried out.
"Shhh. It's okay. I have to go-" She began, but this time I cut her off.
"No!" I rasped, " Please! Please! Stay! Don't go,"
I cried into the ground. I made one more worthless attempt to see my beloved, but she wasn't there. I moaned her name and sobbed harder.
"I will be back. I promise," she whispered. Her beautiful voice fading into the wind.
A band of iron tightened around my lungs. I couldn't breathe. A roaring in my ears began. I couldn't hear. The world of the forest around me swirled into dizzying patterns. I think it was clear that I needed Bella to survive. I needed her to function. And she promised that she would come back to me, even if I promised I wouldn't come back to her.
Sooo sad. Well, at least we all know it has a happy ending!
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