Its raining right now,

and on a normal day I'd play and splash and have fun

But how can I?

When you're both being lowered into the ground

To lie there forever

Why did you have to go?

I'm nothing without you two

It's hard to get up in the morning

It's hard to eat

To smile and laugh

To be a kid again

I really just want to be with you

Up there in Heaven

Is it nice up there?

I know it's wrong, but I really want you to come back

It's so hard now

Because I'm so alone

There's no one here

Just me

all alone

with no one

no one

I wish I could fly again

But I can't fly without you there to catch me

But you're not

now if I try and fly again then I'll fall

I'll fall just like you did

and go splat on the ground

Only to be remember as the little acrobat

who never grew up

Its sunny now

Me and My new friends are playing in the park

I can smile again

I can Laugh

It's easier to live

to breath

To get up

I'm not alone any more

Because he's here now

And he'll catch me when I fall

Just like you used to

But it'll never be the same

not as long as we're not together

But I can wait now

Because of my new daddy

who loves me like you used to

but he's not you

and even though I'll have to wait

Its worth it

...This is what happens when I drink to much Coca-Cola Zero on a friday night. This is a lot darker than what I write so ummm sorry? This was like a one time thing (unless you guys like it), Just trying something new so, meh.

(PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME ON THIS! And for all you flamers, No! I do not suffer from some kind of disorder so back off!)