They say in life
YOU MUST
follow the path you were
MADE
to follow
and that it can
NEVER
be change...
Then I have to ask this
WHY
Am I the only exception
WHY
do I stray away from what
I WAS TRULY MEANT
to be
I know that
I am meant
to be normal
...I just know it...
But its because of
YOU
I can no longer fit
Into Society
That its your fault
That I am now deemed
A FREAK
A LONER
...a monster...
I-I know that I should be
Angry at you
but I just can't
Because the place in my very being
That is supposed to be filled to the brim
With that
EMOTION
is replaced by
HEART WRENCHING
MIND NUMBING
FEELING
One that grabs onto me
And rids me of Sleep
each haunting evening
One that breaks free from my MORTAL self
Every time I see you with
HER
I'm tired of seeing you with
HER
WHEN I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT
...It should be me...
HOW CAN YOU BE SO OBLIVIOUS TO WHAT I FEEL
I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WILL BE THERE
...but you're not...
CAN'T YOU SEE
That every touch,graze,smile
YOU GIVE ME
Sends an
ELECTRIFYING SHOCK
To a heart THAT SHOULD BE
CAGED AWAY
DEAD AND ALONE
SUDDENLY
Revived with a melting warmth
...that some call LOVE...
I-I can't stand this
But I-I know that my course in life is set
and I can't change it
...but...why...
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER
...why...
I-I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT...
...but in the end...I know its something
I have to carry alone...
I know it's
MY HEARTACHE
...and I have to go through it alone...
...because the red string of fate...
JUST
WON'T
ALLOW
IT