My Feelings

How Sesshy feel toward certain aspects that took place in his life.

Everyone thinks I'm an emotionless, heartless bastard
Who doesn't care about anything or anyone except myself
But if anyone could take a walk in my shoes
See what I've went through
They would understand me better

First of all, I'll start with my father,
The great demon of the western lands
I was his first born, a youkai
But my father wasn't interested in youkais
No, he was interested in humans
He had the heart to fall in love with a HUMAN

The worst part of all was that they had a kid,
A HANYOU!
Because he couldn't control his lust for human (ugh)
But even worse is my brother
I guess he inherited his father lust for humans
Hmm, filthy Half-breed
To make matters worse he has no decency,
He travels around with three human and a kitsune
Who seems to share the same feelings towards human
I pity the fools
Not to mention, he inherited tetsusaiga,
A sword that should've been mines
That good for nothing father just gave it to him
And gave tenseiga, a worthless sword, to me
So what if it bring the dead back to life
It's the most worthless piece of junk he could find and give to me as my
inheritance

Then come Rin, a human child, who found me badly injured
After a kizu no kaze attack
Even though I didn't want anything to do with her
She still came to my aid, bringing me something to eat and drink
Even though I refused
Later while with Jakken, my annoying yet loyal follower
A familiar scent our part
As fate would have it,
It was the same human child
That had shown compassion to me, a youkai that despises her kind
There she lied lifeless
Then without any warning tenseiga that wrenched good for nothing sword
became active
Catching my attention
I unsheathe it and slash at her motionless body giving her life
The child who helped me, I brought back to life,
Who would have ever thought I would save a human child
Ever since that day, the child, Rin, has become one of my companion

Jakken, he's always by my side
He's such a pain, babbling on and on
But he can also be helpful on running errands that are needed to be taken
care of
He has to work hard and take care of Rin
He can be out of line, actually questioning what I do
Who does he think he is, my mother?!
He complains about the human child following us around
I guess he shares the same hatred toward human as me
Yet he has warmed up to her
Is that what happened to me?
Is that why I brought her back to life?
Is that why I protect her?
I would know, but at least Jakken is more help than that disgraceful flea,
myoga
Even though he's loyal to me
I kill him, then resurrected him
Why, you would ask, did I resurrected him?
That reason is mines to know and mines alone.

Just like you I feel
I feel love, hatred, pain, lust, betrayal
Now that you understand me better,
do you still think I'm such a emotionless, heartless bastard as before?