My first fanfiction so go easy on me im just starting. Stephenie Meyer owns the characters I just like to mess wit them.

I woke up on my bed. I wish I hadn't because of the pain I felt from the night before or whatever day it was, it didn't really matter. I didn't feel like wanting to breathe anymore and I started to scare myself. I got up but kept falling on my way to my door. I couldn't stop shaking either. Even more tumbles when I went down the stairs. I tripped on the last step and I started crying, I knew Charlie wouldn't be home to see me so vulnerable. My luck hasn't exactly been on my side this week

I heard a chair squeak and footsteps getting closer to me. I closed my eyes and let my face sag to my palms. Charlie helped me up and gave me a big hug and I rested my head on his chest.

"Hey Bells," was all he said. I couldn't blame the man. He knew I was hurt, he knew everything that happened. "I took the day off from work. If you need anything just say it. You can take off from school tomorrow if you want to."

He let go of me and waited for my next move. "I-I'll be up in my room." I turned away maybe too quick and ran upstairs trying to keep the tears back. He really is gone.

I went to sleep all day, well tried to, but wound up clutching the hole in my heart. I didn't stop crying once and I felt like I was going to die. The pain could never be as worse as this for anybody. I took a couple of sleeping pills and finally fell asleep. I woke up not long after and decided to go to school the next day because I didn't want to have another day home like the one yesterday.

I got concerned glances and conversations from people I haven't even seen before. I told them I was fine, but anything but that. I sat with the people I sat with the first day of school. Not trying to remember what else happened that first day. I couldn't help myself; I looked over to their table.

I told Jessica who was deep in conversation about Mike's favorite store that I had to go to the bathroom. I spent the rest of the day in their not caring who saw the tears that could've drowned them. When I got to my truck I slumped into the hood. This pain….it won't stop…will it ever…..?

Bella. I saw someone in the forest covered in fog. It couldn't tell whose voice it was. Bella. This time I recognized the voice when he stepped out of the fog: Jacob. He had his blue jeans on while being shirtless. He looked at me and got closer. I simply stared at him, amazed at our glorious he looked. He caressed my cheek and held me tight against him. Kiss me. I looked up at him. He kissed me. It felt like the hole in my chest had stopped feeling so painful and began to slightly warm against Jacobs embrace and sudden kiss. His body against mine felt warm and I never wanted to let go.

Is she okay? Huh? I started to open my eyes. Eric started shaking my shoulder back and forth. "Bella are you okay?" I sat up and realized it was the morning and I stayed overnight at Forks High School in my truck……great. "Fine," I started to get up and return back to reality as much as I didn't want to. Eric helped me out of the truck. "Did you stay here all night?" I didn't really listen to Eric as he lectured me about what comes out at night, haha like I didn't know. I was getting in my truck because I knew Charlie had probably called the police. Just when I was opening my truck door, someone tapped my back. I turned around and saw Jacob.