I hope it will please you and if you want me suggestions or comments I also have a facebook for reply with a name Laure De Castro Oliveira
Why she made that ? Yes i said to her that was impossible between us, but i thought she like me. It's not a first time that i suffer. My dad had abandoned me for traveling in the world. My mother, i didn't see her for years and she doesn't care about me. It's true i didn't know what love means. Because i never love anyone before. What is love is hard to say, but when i'm with her i have strange feelings.
The first time met her, i thought that she act like a child. She doesn't follow the rules, she only thought to his physical. I can say i did like her, now more i talk with her more i like her. She has done so many things for me. Now I can talk to my dad, I read these letters, she saved my grandpa and more than that. I understand more what is love since i met her
I remember our first kiss, i did it for her to stop talking or judging me. I'm kind cruel, i know but it's work. At first it was just a game but after i see that i had injured her. I'm feel guilty after all that.
But the most strange thing is that she see inside me. She see my loneliness, my heart who are always broken.
When i saw kiss that girl, for the fist time i felt jealousy. It's strange for me to feel that way and the last kiss was different also. When i kiss her that time, my heart stop beating. I was so happy to be with her and for all things with my dad. I couldn't help to do that. It's the first time that thought to nothing. I only thought to my feelings. At this time only her understood me, she was so kind and beautiful.
But now i'm really worry because i saw in the face of that girl that she wanted to hurt me. Perhaps right now it's no good time to fight but i want to yuzu stay by my side. I don't say that i love her but inside it's sure i have feeling for her. I just want to stay with her as long is possible for know what is this feelings.
thank all for reading my story. Sorry for the mistakes, yes i'm french. And i think to write a fanfiction more like a story after chapter 9 so wait for your comments.
