Franada Hurt/Comfort
Matthew's P.O.V
I swallowed, my body had long ago frozen in place, kneeling on the frozen dirt, lips trembling, hands gripping the frozen white marble in front of me, my fingers bleeding and blue. My eyes where stained red from my tears, throat raw from sobbing.
I made my split fingertips run over the name etched in the marble,
Francis Canon Bonnefoy, Loved father, son, dear friend, and lover.
"Why? Francis, why did you go?" I rasp, my voice heavy with tears, my eyes slid closed, his face smiled at me behind my eyelids, his voice sung my name over and over.
'Mathieu, Mathieu…"
I bit my lip harder, the coppery taste of blood filled his mouth, Francis would sometime nip a little too hard when we kissed, he was so apologetic afterwards… not any more though. A sob ripped its way out of my sore throat, more followed, my bloodied fingers gripped the headstone tighter, the red liquid smeared and dribbled down the pristine white of the marble stone.
Small, light white snowflakes drifted by, settling silently on the ground around me, ignoring the sadness that surrounded me and the scarlet streaked colorless marble. Even though it had been over 2 years, the sadness was still raw, the pain still killed him at night, his throat burning, eyes puffy, sore, his body a shell of who he once was. The pain was unbearable, a scream of pain broke the silence, was that really him? He was never that loud.
"I don't care, Francis, come back.. please… I need you… Please…" I slid down, my body curling up over the frigid earth. A broken plea was said, before I closed my eyes and slept.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~10 YEARS LATER*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I stared at the colourless stone in front of me. There were hints of dried blood from 10 years ago, I swallowed, memories dancing across my mind,
Francis being the only one who talked to me,
Francis and I meeting in the woods, having fun together, running, laughing swimming,
Francis calling me a few years later, drunk asking me to pick him up, after picking him up, he confessed hi love. That was my first kiss.
The nights dreaming of him holding me, whispering 'I love you' in my ear.
His blushing face as he asked me to be his. And then how relieved he looked when I said yes.
I had changed so much during those years, I still loved Francis, I could never stop loving that man. But, I found someone, who had lost like me. We decided to be together after a few years of knowing each other, we both knew we still loved our first, yet we stayed together. I kissed the cold stone,
"Goodbye Francis.." I breathed against the stone, before I stood and took my new lover's hand, I smiled at him as we walked away.
Francis Canon Bonnefoy, Loved father, son, dear friend, and lover.
Here lays Matthew Jacob Williams' heart, never to part with Francis.
I'm so so so SO sorry~! I finished the bus back from school, after some rude kid had his bag shoved on the screen, he had been listening to loud music Gott, I'm too much like Canada… *Sweatdrop* ANYWAY! This is fore Captainxx so I hope it wasn't too short, someday I might re-write it and make it longer. :3 Till that day, this is how it stays.
I hope it wasn't too depressing. TT^TT
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