This is what could have happen before the girl died in Go Ask Alice. I believe this happen and I hope it did. This is a first person point of view.
Everyone knew about my run in with drugs. It all started with a game of find the button at an old friends party. I ran away because of the drugs. I think I might of got raped, because of the drugs. I trying to quit them.
I was doing pretty well at quitting too. I haven't had any since the day I decided to quit.
Weeks later, I sat on the counter in the kitchen. My family had left, yet I wasn't with them. I should have been. It would help me be stronger. My want of drugs was high, but my want to be clean was higher. That didn't mean I didn't want it, but that I was willing to try harder.
They say that people want more food when they're on drugs. I was just as hungry off drugs as I was without them. I saw some pie cooling on the window. It was odd, mom would put it inside before she left.
I thought about it. I wanted pie. Maybe she just forgot. So I got myself a piece of pie. It was good, but it tasted familiar. Some taste I tasted before but haven't had in a while. The pie was great. I ate all of it, but I felt weird. I went an laid on the couch. I black out.
But I didn't wake up. I never would. My mom didn't make that pie. It was made by one of my old pot headed friends. They left it on the window. They didn't know that it had too much pot.
They killed me, because they wanted me on drugs. The thing that hurts the most is my family not knowing this was an accident. They won't know. They may not even guess. They may just assume that it was on purpose.
Who will know?