It happened a week after Beth left him Jack was hit by a car and killed. Aaron had nothing to live for he was at a bar looking so sad it was depressing for every one around him when a man walks up and says. "Hey I know what can cheer you up." He said holding the Cocaine and Heroin. Hotch knew it was the wrong thin to do but he did it anyway it would take him to a better place so he bought the drugs for a lot of cash.

When Hotch got home he looked at the drugs for what seemed like for ever when he finally took the needle to the heroine and took done out and stuck it in his arm. He felt relieved like all of the weight was took off of him.

The phone rang and JJ said they had a case. Hotch took the drugs and but then in his briefcase so he could take them when ever.

Hotch was later then everyone and when he walked in all eyes where on him. Rossi was curious on Hotch being late but then he remembered Jack had passed away not to long ago. "Finally we can get started, Where the hell where you?" Morgan asked. "That's none if your goddamn business." Hotch snapped back. "Alright man sorry." Morgan said. The whole team concerned on how Hotch was acting.

On the plane Hotch went into the bathroom and got the needle back out drew the drug suck the needle in his arm he groaned at the relief he felt.

"Hotch you alright man?" Morgan asked. "Morgan I said leave me the fuck alone before I kick your ass!" Hotch yelled. "What the hell is wrong with you!" Emily yelled. "Shut up stupid bitch was I talking to you!" "Enough! All of you shut the fuck up, Hotch what going on with you is this about Jack?" Rossi interfered. Hotch went to the back if the plane and sat there the rest of the flight until he slowly fell asleep. When he did Rossi got his briefcase and they all spotted the heroine and coke. "What the fuck are you doing you ass wholes!" Hotch yelled. "Hotch what the fuck drugs really."

When they landed Hotch went straight to his room so he would not have to talk to them. Hotch took the drugs in his hand thinking right now he could end it all. When Morgan busted in his room angered out of his mind. "You need help now more then ever I'm taking you to a rehab center get up so we can go back to Washington." "Your right take me there so I don't have the urge any more please." " Alright let go."

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