Estonia was at Russia's house as usual but as Latvia and Lithuania were at Poland's home it was just Estonia to explore by himself. Estonia had always had this fear of Russia but he knew that really he was a nice caring man. He always had some sort of feelings Russia that he could not work out at this point in time. When Latvia and Lithuania were here Russia always beat and hurt them, But he never had the courage to tell Russia to stop, as he was scared what Russia might do.
Estonia woke up early in the morning so he could get on with a project he was doing for uni, he pulled out his laptop from under his bed and placed it next to him turning it got out of bed to go get some coffee while his laptop was loading. He stretched and yawned before slowly walking downstairs where he saw Russia in the kitchen, he wanted to walk away but the tall Russian man turned around before he could say a word.
The Russian walked closer to him" Estonia what are you doing up so early?" Russia gave him a small grin Estonia mumbled before letting his words out" I have a project I'm doing I needed to get it done" he smiled back slightly Russia just grinned before walking away with his vodka bottle Estonia heard him walk downstairs to the basement, Estonia just ignored it and made his coffee before making his way back upstairs to his laid on his bed and started typing on his laptop.
A few hours later Estonia was relieved that he had finished his project now he could do whatever he felt like so he dissidents to go downstairs and read a book. he slowly got up his legs were numb from laying down for so long, he made his way down stairs and walked into the living room where all his books where stored on a large book shelf. He looked at the books disiding which book to read he finally picked a nature book out which he had never seen there before, he sat down on the couch and opened the book and started to read.
Russia walked in with out him realising and sat next Estonia and peering over to see what he was reading Estonia flinched as he realised the Russian was sat right next to him he looked over at the Russian "umm Russia?" He was slightly confused as why Russia was watching him read The Russian smiled softly and replied" oh Estonia I was just seeing what you where reading also do you know where Lithuania and Latvia have gone, and when they will be back because they have been very naughty not to tell me so I must punish them" the Russian still had a grin on his face Estonia sighed" they are at Poland's " he turned to look at his book again Russia frowned" I will go get him and why are you sighing like that" Russia was looking at him Estonia turned to face Russia as he was fed up of this" why do you need to punish them all the time they only have to do one little thing wrong before you punish them" he raised his voice Russia laughed softly" well when they are naughty they must learn there lesson and punishing them is the only way they will learn" Estonia shouted"no it's not Russia you know it's not I know that your not like this really!" He softened his voice" Russia this is not who you truly are..." Russia's grin fell from his face as he started to speak in a gently voice that Estonia had never heard before " it's because of when I was younger I got beat by my parents and I want them to understand how I felt" he looked down slightly Estonia just stopped and thought to himself before replying" yes but you surely you don't want to let them go through what I did and also why don't you hurt me? He asked Russia looked at him in the eyes " it's because I care about you I have strong feelings for you" Russia stood up but Estonia grabbed his hand Estonia was blushing slightly grabbing the Russians hand so he did not leave" i care for you too I think I love you... "