A/N- I do not own SOA, but I do own Azlin. This was just something I have been playing with for a few days, I love Kozik, and I wish there were more stories about him out there. I need some response on this story though because since no one really writes them, I don't know if anyone is interested in reading them.
I will update Picture and Wanted Dead or Alive tomorrow.
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He never saw a smile like hers, with her blond hair curling down around her face. It didn't touch her shoulders, but framed her beautiful face. He loved to look into those emerald green eyes. He could sit there and get lost in them.
I doesn't matter now, he knew he ruined it. He looked around at his brothers. His heart was breaking, it was worse then being shot. He was shot, he has been shot before, that would be a welcome pain. He saw mouths moving, he saw them, but he wasn't hearing what they were saying. He felt his body move, but he wasn't in control. "Let's ride." Happy said and hit him in the shoulder.
She was the best thing that has ever happened to him. She was the sun moon and stars to him. He would of gave her everything and anything under the sun. She was truly the best he ever had.
"Have you spoke to her?" He questioned his friend. Happy's eyes narrowed. "Not a word." He snapped. Nodding he turned back to his bike. "That was my sister." He said and looked at him. "I know." He said eyes down on the pavement. "No, you don't know." Happy snapped. They have had this fight. Happy beat his senseless, and he knew he disserved it. "So you didn't talk to her at all?" He repeated slowly. He didn't believe that, he knew how she was, he knew that she would do anything for her brother. "No." He snapped and sat on his bike. Starting it he rode off.
She wanted to move in together. She didn't ask for much, usually went along with what ever he wanted. He didn't want that. There was no way that they were going to move in together. They both knew it. She was shocked they have been with each other this long. She was his, everyone knew that, but no one could figure out why. She was so much better than him. Hell she was better than her own brother.
They arrived at the hospital, again, his movements were not his own. He listened as Happy asked for her name, and was told where her room is, she was moved earlier today. They walked slowly towards the room. "You should be dead." Happy hissed again. He looked down. He knew he should be dead. "Why aren't I?" he questioned and looked at his friend. Happy didn't respond. He hasn't figured that out yet himself.
Happy hasn't seen his friend or his sister all night. "What's wrong killah?" Tig asked and looked at him. Tig and a few other Charming members were there. "Have you seen my sister?" He asked and glanced around. "Nope, she hasn't showed up." He said and shrugged. Tig liked Happy's little sister, she was a sweet kid. Young, naive, and head over heels for the biggest ass hole Tacoma has to offer.
The elevator beeped indicating that they were at her floor. Happy grabbed him and shoved him out. "You are going to look at what you did." He snapped and drug him home. He didn't respond. All he did was nod, he knew better than to speak at this point. They walked up and saw Tig standing next to the door. He narrowed his eyes and made a move towards the two. "I got this." Happy said and looked to his left. He nodded to Tig and Chibs to move away. Happy looked through the window at his sister. Happy grabbed the back of his head and slammed it into the glass outside of the room. "Look at her." He hissed, but he couldn't bring himself to look. He shut his eyes tight, tighter than he thought possible. "Open your eyes!" Happy hissed into his ear. He couldn't bring himself to open his eyes. "Look at her god damnit!" He said and brought his other hand to his face and tried to pry his eyes open.
Once he started he couldn't stop. She just had to push his buttons. She wouldn't push his buttons again. That was for damn sure. She was an embarrassment. There was a party at the club house, the mother charter was going to be there, and she, she had the nerve to wear tight white pants and a pale pink top. She was going to embarrass him, showing up looking like some angel in a devils play ground. "Do I look nice?" She questioned. It just pissed him off even more. "Do you look nice?" He repeated and looked at her. He brought his hand and backhanded her across her face knocking her to her knees. She gasped in pain and shock. This wasn't the first time he'd hit her, but this would be the last.
"Hap." Happy felt a hand on his shoulder. "You need some sleep brother." Jax said and looked at him. Happy turned back to his so called brother. "After I finish this." He said and shook his head. He turned back to his so called brother and tightened his grip around his throat. "Did you look?" He questioned and watched as he nodded slowly. "Are you lying to me?" He questioned again and watched as the head shook back and forth. He shoved him to the floor. "She decides your fate." He said and brought his steel toed riding boot back and kicked with all his might into his side. He turned and opened the door.
She looked at him with terror in her eyes. Those emerald green eyes that he loved to get lost in. He wanted to cut them out with a knife. He reached his large hand down and grabbed her around her small throat. She gasped and her hands flew up to his. She tried to pry them from her throat. "Why do you have to embarrass me?" He screamed and lifted her to her feet and slammed her into the door. She let a small squeak leave her lips. "You think I like doing this to you?" He screamed as he let go of her throat and gripped her by her shoulders and shook. Her head banged off the wall with each shake. "Do you?" He screamed and looked at her. She shook her head and let tears in her eyes. "Don't cry!" He screamed and back handed her again. She felt blood in leak out of her nose. "You are nothing but an embarrassment!" He screamed and let her crumble to the floor. He looked down at her. She looked awful. He took his boot and kicked her in the side. He heart the crack and for some reason smiled. It was a disgusting smile. He liked the feeling of power. He liked to dominate her.
Happy looked at her, his little sister. He didn't know it was possible to hurt like this. He face looked better. There was no denying that. He had let her down. She was only twenty one years old. She met him when she was just turning eighteen. Happy just was patched in, she showed up one day, driving her Audi TT convertible, waiving at her brother, the rest, it was history. He wanted to hate himself for being blind to her, being stupid and wrapped up in the club to miss the signs. I fell, I tripped, I burnt myself, I got into a fight. This was his sister, his baby sister. He promised their mother that he would take care of her, he didn't do a very good job at that.
He showed up at the party on his own. He didn't have her with him. "Where is my sister?" He asked after a few minutes. "She didn't want to come." He said and let the brunette climb onto his lap. He looked at him, his eyes crossed. He was blatantly disrespecting his sister in front of everyone. Happy stomped away from him. He needed a drink. "You going to let him do that?" Tig asked and looked at his friend. "Yeah." He said and looked at Tig as he raised his eyebrows. "Promised I wouldn't get involved." Happy said and turned and looked away. Happy was getting comfortable with some random crow eater, feeling pretty drunk, and feeling good. His phone kept ringing but he wouldn't answer someone he didn't know the number to. "What?" He finally answered. "Happy?" It was his sister's neighbor some college kid. He always had loud parties and it bother the shit out of his little sister. She never staid there when he was having a party. "What James?" He asked confused. "Listen man, they just took your sister away in an ambulance, she didn't look good, looks like someone just beat the shit out of her." He said and Happy shot up. "What? The fuck you just say?" He shouted into the phone. Everyone turned and looked at him.
Happy ran his fingers through her blond hair. "Fuck…" He muttered. She has woken up a few times since it happened. He sat in the chair next to her and watched as she slept. He looked at her neck. The bruises didn't look good, they were nasty screaming bruises. He sat there for a long while. "How she doing?" He snapped his head to the door and saw Gemma. "Shit, what are you doing here?" He asked and looked at her. "You have done enough for us, thought we'd repay the favor." She said and walked over to him. She placed her arm on the side of the girls face. Gemma felt awful. She couldn't believe it herself when she received word of what had happened. There was a few rules that SAMCRO abided by, and never hitting woman was one of them. If there was a slip up here and there, that was one thing, but this, this was unheard of. Especially it being Happy's little sister, the Killer, the enforcer of the clubs little sister, and his best friend did it. There was a lot of unanswered questions going from charter to charter right now. The main one being, why didn't he kill him yet.
Happy was to drunk to drive. "Come get me James." He said into the phone. There was some sounds in the background. "On my way." He said and walked over to his friend. He grabbed the girl and shoved her off him. "The fuck did you do asshole?" He screamed and grabbed him. "What do you mean?" He asked and looked at him, his clam attitude just sent him over the edge. He lost all control of his emotions, he lost all thought that was swarming in his head. He jumped over the ratty sofa in the clubhouse and was out of blood. When he didn't fight back, Happy stopped. He stood up James standing awkwardly in the door way. "You better hope to god, if you killed my sister, I will fucking end you!" He yelled and stomped to James and walked out the door. The club house was dead silent. Hollywood, a rather large scrawny looking you man, he had shaggy black hair and covered in tattoos looked at him. He spoke before anyone. "What did you do her?" He asked and the response he received shocked everyone. It was laughter.
"Has she said anything?" She asked and looked at him. "No, just looked at me and then the other way." He said and she nodded. "She is embarrassed." Gemma said and Happy shrugged. "There ain't a thing for her to be embarrassed about." He said and Gemma rolled her eyes. "Go home Hap." She said and he looked at him. "No." He snapped. She sighed and stood. She patted his arm, and then walked out of the room. Tig looked inside and sighed. He hated him to the very core of his body. If Happy doesn't handle it, he will. There is no doubt about it.
They told him she was beat, they didn't know by who, hell, the police wanted to question him. James was the only one who knew who did it, but he knew better than to talk. "Listen man, I know we both know who did this, but my question to you, is this," James said and looked at Happy. "What?" Happy asked and looked. "Why didn't you kill him?" He questioned. Happy stood there and shrugged. "Just leave James." He said and watched as he left. Happy sighed. That was his little sister. He was going to kill him. First he needed to be there for his sister.
He watched as her eyes fluttered open. She looked over and saw him and looked the other way. "Look at me." He demanded. She turned her head and looked at him again. "What happened?" He questioned and she turned again. He realized she wasn't looking away from him, she was looking at the door. "What are you looking for?" He questioned her. She didn't say anything just kept looking at the door. "Do you want me to get you something?" He questioned and she looked back over at him and nodded. "What?" He questioned and she looked up at him. "Azlin, tell me what you want." He said and she looked at him. "Tell me." He wined. She smiled softly. Her dry lips cracking with the smile. "Where is he?" She questioned her voice cracking and rough. Happy slammed his fists against her bed. She jumped. "Where?" She said and looked at him. "And?" He questioned and looked at her. "Please, I- I- Love him." She said and looked back at the door. She could see Tig and Hollywood looking though the window. "Unbelievable." Happy said and stood up. "After what he did to you." He yelled at her. "Please, Hap, I love him." She said her voice cracking. "I love pussy, yet here I am at your bedside." He said and she looked at him. "Please, where is he?" She said again. He looked at her heat beat was getting faster. "Calm down before I have to leave." He said and looked at her. "Fine!" He yelled and stood up and stomped out of the door.
He slammed the door shut and Azlin pulled her legs up to her chest. She sat there curled up and waited. She hoped he didn't kill him. She felt the need to defend him. He didn't do anything wrong, this was her fault. She fought the sleep that begged to over take her. She needed to make sure he was ok. She needed to see him.
"Battered woman syndrome." Happy hissed walked out of the room. "Where did he sneak off to?" He said and looked around. "He went to the bathroom." Tig said and nodded towards the hall. "Hollywood took him." He said and Happy ran his hands over his shaved head. "Shit," He said when he looked and saw them coming down. "I feel like I shouldn't be ok with this." He said and watched as he walked up to Happy and opened his mouth to speak. "Don't talk." Happy snapped and he snapped his mouth closed. "You listen to me, and you listen good." Happy said. "She wants to see you, I swear to fucking god, if you so much as breath wrong, I will kill you." He said and pointed at the door. He nodded and turned towards the door.
He walked inside and shut the door. He looked at her. She didn't look up at him. She didn't know what to do when she heard the door. "Az, baby," He said and his voice cracked. She looked up at him and tried to sit up. "Koz, I'm so sorry." She whispered and looked at him.
He stared at her and was silent, she was sorry. She didn't have anything to be sorry for. "Why are you sorry, baby this is me, this is all me." He said and sat on the edge of the bed. "I shouldn't of embarrassed you like that." She said and looked at him. "No, baby, shit," He said and ran his hand though his hair. "Stop, you got nothing to be sorry for." He said and looked over his shoulder. He felt like they were on TV, everyone was watching them though the window. "Az, I am sorry, I don't know how to fix this, but I want you to know, shit baby, I am sorry." He said and reached out to touch her cheek. She jumped when his rough hand touched her face. "Shit, I really fucked up huh?" He asked and looked at her. She didn't move but looked at him. "No, this was all on me." She said and looked up. "I shouldn't of pressed your buttons." She said and looked at him. He frowned. "Stop blaming your self." He said and looked over at her. She jumped when he yelled at her. "Stop." He said and shook his head. He felt himself getting angry with her.
"Azlin, fucking listen to me god damn it!" He yelled and she jumped. He caught himself losing his temper again. "Shit, Az, see, there is something wrong with me." He said and looked at her. He stood up and walked towards the door. "Don't go." She cried, "Please." He looked at her. She looked so young and broken. "Shit, Azlin, I don't know what to do here." He said and turned to her. "Just stay with me, we can fix this." She said and looked at him. "I don't think that we can." He said and she frowned. "Koz, please?" She begged but it fell on deaf ears. "Everyone wants me dead." He said and she looked down. "I will speak with Hap, he won't hurt you, no one will touch you." She promised.
"Azlin, baby, I don't know how to fix this." He said and his temper got the best of him. She sat up. The pain from her rids shooting though her body. "Don't go." She begged. He looked back at her again. He nodded slowly and walked over to the bed. He sat on the edge and she looked at him. "We have a long road ahead of us." He said and she frowned. "I know." She said and looked at him. "Koz, I do love you." She said and he nodded. "Yeah, I know." He said and she looked over to the window where Hollywood was making faces and someone was mooning them. Her eyes widened and she looked away. "Please say it." She begged him. He looked at her. "I don't have to say it, you know that I do." He said and she frowned. "Azlin, I love you." He said and she smiled.
He looked back at the window, and for some reason he felt smug. He felt invincible. Happy will not kill him. None of them are going to touch him. He knew that. And it thrilled him. He moved so he was stretched out and held her on the bed. "Shit Az." He said and looked at her. She slowly moved to face him. "I'm horney." He said and she raised her eye brows at him. "Oh?" She said and looked at him, only he would say that right now. She shook her head and he took her hand. He kissed it and looked at her. "I do love you Az, and I will do what I need to do to make this better for us." He said and she nodded. "Just stay here with me." She begged and he nodded. "I won't leave." He said and she smiled. "You really are the best I've ever had, Azlin."