Knocking Down the Wall

Beca's eyes went into silts before she carried on walking this time quickly towards the door.

It was easy for Lily to catch up with her, matching her two strides with one. Plus, she was fumbling with her car key. "Beca… Wait!"

"There's nothing to talk about! I actually preferred you to be silent." Beca almost shouted out but she couldn't find her voice. Lily stopped in front of her and took the key out of her hand not missing how she was shaking. "Let me drive you back, you have been drinking. I promise not to say a word." Beca just nodded and willingly gave her the key.

The drive to Beca's was done in silence. Lily opened the door to let them both in not missing the mess it was in and noticing the drug paraphernalia that was laying around. As promised, Lily did not say a word. "Welcome to casa a la Beca." Beca said in a mono tone voice. Lily just nodded and put her hand in her pocket to get her mobile to start ringing for a taxi.

After a bit of hesitation Beca stopped her. "Do you want coffee or anything? You can stay overnight…" After looking around her flat. "…If you can find some space. A taxi will cost a fortune." Lily nodded. "This doesn't mean we get to talk about what you had said." Again, Lily nodded. "I just put the kettle on and you can tell me what I have been missing."

After Lily and Beca caught up she felt sleep catching up with her, standing up she made her way to her bedroom, returning to give Lily a blanket. "Thanks for staying over. I forgot what having company feels like."

After spending the most of the day travelling to find Beca Lily too lay back and closed her eyes as sleep also caught up with her.

Beca closed her eyes, but night like all another night since the incident happened her sleep was not a peaceful one. Her dreams actually nightmares always fall back to that day.

After coming down from the high she was in after winning the worlds she went to the bathroom, thinking she was alone, when she saw Kommissar, blocking her. "Hey! No hard feelings? You were great…You Goddess…" Damn! Beca gave out a nervous laugh. "Sorry…I promise I will control that." The German said nothing as she strokes her face with the back of her hand. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing that you haven't already voiced." Before she surprised Beca with a backhand to her face and pushing her towards one of the stalls. "Please…Don't…" Beca whispered aloud as Kommissar easily grabbed her small wrists in one hand and cupping her breast with the other, before ripping the jacket apart. She started of gentle knowing Beca subconscious had some sort of feelings towards her and if touch the right spots she knew she will get the reaction she wanted. Beca's mind was shut off as it brought back the memory of what happened with Casey in high school.

As Kommissar's hand heading down south inside her to reach her desired target to get the reaction she wanted it was easy for her to find her other pleasure spots and got the reaction she wanted, resulting in her gentle touches turning rougher, her kisses turned into biting on her neck and lip causing her to drew blood that she sucked in. Her fingers inside her also turned rough pushing further and harder that Beca was not prepared for it, Beca winched as she felt Kommissar's nails scratch inside her, feeling Kommissar's thumb pressing on her clit roughly pressing down also. Her cry 'No' came out more of a whimper then a shout not sure whether the German heard her or not and if she did she just carried on as normal.

No matter telling herself that she did not want this and it was wrong, her body still reacted to Kommissar's touches no matter how rough she had become and she couldn't stop her body from the juice that came out of her or the groan from both pleasure and pain that escaped from her lips. Giving Kommissar what she was seeking and showing Beca her smirk before unbuttoning her jeans and roughly pushing them down along with her underwear. 'No…Please…Stop…' Beca begged this time a little louder, again trying to push Kommissar off her only resulting having the woman pushing her body further into Beca to give the petite Bella limited room to push her away.

All Beca's fight have left her body as her mind has now shut off all memories that happened with Casey in high school resurfacing she had no upper strength left and let Kommissar continued with her assault.

Kommissar's tongue replaced her fingers lapping all of Beca's juice, Beca's tears flowed a drop landed on Kommissar's hand who looked back at her and again smiled, once she finished she pulled up Beca's underwear and jeans seeing the girl in front of her frozen still she rebutton her jeans, but before lapping up Beca's tears and trying to force another kiss, as Beca turned her head away not wanting to have to taste herself on Kommissar's lips. Kommissar grabbed her chin to face her giving Beca no choice but having those lips and her own scent forced upon her. Kommissar finally licked up her many tears that had fallen. Before giving Beca room and admire her handiwork on breaking the girl down.

"Clean yourself up…" Kommissar ordered as she handed Beca some tissue.

Once Beca tried her best to clean herself up, she moved away from the tall woman wanting to head to her hotel and get in a much-needed shower, to make herself clean again. As Beca was starting to find her strength again to move she flinched when Kommissar grabbed her arm and pushed her back hard into the metal wall, she was shaking even more. "Who said you can leave? We have not finished. You need to have something to eat."

"I'm not hungry." Beca in her state no getting the double meaning of Kommissar's words until she followed the German's eyes down. "I'm still not hungry." The comment result in a slap. "Eat me." Kommissar ordered giving Beca another slap as again she refused. Kommissar grabbed Beca's hair tight and whispered in her ear. "Do it else I take my frustrations on… What is the red head's name?" Beca could not let that happened whether it was a threat or not.

Beca was beyond terrified she could not move a muscle no matter what was at stake. So Kommissar gave her a helping hand by giving Beca a hard punch into her stomach then forcing her down onto her knees. One hand holding the back of Beca's head the other unbuttoning her own jeans. "Eat me." When she saw Beca still hesitating she gave Beca another slap. "The sooner you do it, the sooner this will be over and I won't go after the red head." Not given Beca much of a choice she forced herself to give what Kommissar wanted.

Feeling the pressure of Kommissar grip on her head she tentative started to give the leader of DSM head whilst stopping more tears coming down.

As Kommissar came she pushed Beca's head further deeper making sure the Beca licked her clean. As Kommissar had enough she pushed Beca away, resulting the smaller girl fall on the cold tile floor. Kommissar gave a swift kick to Beca stomach before whispering. "I win! I always win." As Beca heard those words her body shut down She picked up the Bella and forced another kiss on her…

That's when both Chloe and Lily decieded to use the toilets stopping at the sight before them. "Bellas." Kommissar greeted before leaving. "Beca? What the HELL! How could you?"

"Chloe…" Beca tried to carry on to explain but stop as she did not know what to say plus shame of what happened crept in. Lily just stood there and watched Chloe turn and leave and she was going towards Beca. "Lily…Make sure she's okay… It's not what it looked like" She saw Lily's concern for her. "I'm fine please go after her." After a few seconds, Lily went after the red hair Bella, not before seeing and hearing Beca throwing up.

Beca woke up with a start 'shit!' she turned her head towards the door and wasn't surprised to see Lily leaning onto the doorframe, concerned.

Lily at first did not move, it wasn't until she saw Beca trying to hold her pain and resulting her shoulders to shake. She went over to Beca sitting next to her knowing not to touch her in this state and patiently waiting for permission to do so. After a few minutes, she felt Beca arms around her taking it as a sign Lily hugged her back.

No words were said from either of them Lily pushed herself up to the headboard and just held onto Beca reassuring her it safe to sleep as she will be there when she wakes up.

Beca's eyes open suddenly as she began to panic seeing the empty space beside her, before she smelt some breakfast cooking, she smiled 'bless her' knowing the Lily had indeed stayed and was cooking breakfast.

"Morning!" Lily greeted as she saw Beca leaning on the doorframe watching her. "I made breakfast."

"So, I see…" Beca went to join her. "…Smells nice."

"I went to the nearest store seeing as your fridge was empty. When was the last time you ate anything decent?"

"It has been awhile." Beca admitted. "Lily… about last night, I did not what you to see that."

"I know." Lily gave a small smile. Lily placed a plate of bacon, pancakes and hash browns with a cup of coffee. After both starting to eat in silence Beca broke it wanting to know her answer to her question from the previous night. "You never told me the real reason you're here?"

"The truth?"

"Please!" Lily sighed. Beca watched as Lily was now the one to hesitate and play with her mug of coffee. "I mean…Last night you gave me space before you waited for me to hug you. How…" Beca did not want to push her, but deep inside she already knew the answer.

Lily took a deep breath before she spoke. "Because it happened to me..."

TBC...