A/N: This is my first attempt at FanFic, although I have read A LOT. If you hate it please tell me. The story starts as Rory decides what to say to Logan's proposal and will eventually be a post-Lit Fic. Yes, I know it's been done a million and ten times, but I can't help myself, this has been floating around in my mind for a while now. It's basic, but hopefully will evolve into something more. There will be more chapters. soon, i hope. :)
Disclaimer:If I owned GG, Logan would have been out of the picture a LONG time ago. I'm not ASP, I don't own anything.
Her mind fought with her heart, her heart fought with her mind and she could never gather enough strength to intervene. One day, she realized with alarm that she had spent the majority of her life in this state of emotional disarray. She seemed like she had it together, everyone thought she was the most well-adjusted and organized person they knew. But inside her the great emotional tempest raged. She tried to remember a simpler time, a time in which her heart had felt whole and she was content with life. She drew out an emotional timeline in her head. Her childhood was wonderful, full of joy and fun. Then as high school approached, she saw young love blossom. All of the sudden, out of left field, a lightning storm appeared, tore apart that aforementioned love and turned her world upside-down. And she had been left overturned. He left; and it changed her forever. She realized that in that moment, all of her turmoil started. It was then the tempest started and it had never stopped. All through college, it had gained strength and now she could not escape.
She sat on her bed, with various pro-con lists scattered all around her. All of the sudden she threw her pen down and collapsed backwards. This should be an easy decision, right? When you love someone, you should WANT to marry them, right? She didn't know what to think. All she wanted in the entire world was for her emotions to be clear again, like they were before that crazy lightning storm.