Unexpected
Prologue
Sometimes life has a tricky way of showing you things, things that at the end of the day may break you or make you stronger.
We had been sitting like this for the past five minutes, each of us with red puffy eyes. I was currently looking down at my hands, fidgeting with the piece of paper that showed me that what we had could never be. "Bee" he spoke first with a raspy voice. "Bella, please look at me love." I flinched at the sound of the last word that came out of his mouth. "I need to see your face, your eyes. Please don't hide from me. This is killing me." He said again with a shaky voice. I could sense that he was hurting, but I was hurting more, and I was about to. Finally, I did look at him, and it took all in me not to throw my arms around him and comfort him. God, he looked awful; he looked ten years older; his eyes were blood shot, and puffy. His hair was a mess, you could make out where he had pulled and ran his hands through, and his face showed me what I did not want to see; sadness, sadness because he knew what was coming. It killed me to see that I was hurting him, but this was for his own good. I will not let him lose everything because of me; he deserved better. We knew that this could never be more than "teenager love". This had to end now. I don't know how I found the will to speak but I did. "Edward Anthony" god, help me. At the sound of my voice he flinched because I had never called him that. "Love, please we can..-"he tried to say but I cut him off. "No, we can't. Come one, be honest with yourself I was just a distraction for you, a thing to piss your parents off. You knew that this wouldn't work out from the moment that you met me" I was so blind and to think that we could change things. "We tried to change what we couldn't, and now look at us!" I said with a shaky voice. I had to be stronger. "I don't care what they think, or say Lee. I only need you, I don't need them or what they give me, and I don't care about any of it. I need YOU" he said confident. He is making this harder. I had to be cold. "Please! What are you going to do? Clean bathrooms, wait tables? You don't even know what you're saying; love can't pay for your education." I said coldly. "I will do that and more, money is not everything. I will drop off for a semester if I have to." God, he always had an answer for everything. "You know that you can't do that" he can't. I won't let him. "I won't let you lose everything just for me. Face it, love is not enough" I said standing up and walking to the door. "I said that I don't care. Don't you see it? I only need you!" he said practically screaming. "But I don't. You were just a toy, my personal toy. I never loved you" I chocked out those last for words. I could feel him right behind me. God why did it have to be like this? "Lea, look at me" he said firmly while I made no effort to do so. All of the sudden I felt him grab me by the elbow and turn me around until I was facing him. I could feel his hot, rapid breath on my face. He was so close. I could smell him. "Now look at me and tell me that you don't love me" if that's what he wanted. "I don't love you" I said with a firm voce while looking down. "Look at me in the eye and say it" he said once again. I couldn't. "See, you're lying but I jus t want you to know that I will fight for what we have. I love you and I have never lied to you." he said giving me a kiss in the forehead. I was now sobbing and shaking. I couldn't do this, and I did the only thing that I knew. I ran, and ran until I couldn't anymore.
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