I can hear her timid heartbeat. I can see her chest rising and lowering with every breath that she takes as she sleeps beside me. I know I shouldn't be thinking of her in such a way I mean I have Beck and she has Robbie but I still can't help it. She is just so sweet and gorgeous and amazing. Truly I never pictured myself to be the kind of person to have a crush on a girl. I don't understand why I never realized how much I liked her until the other night when she came to school the other day all upset. I wish I would have realized sooner so I wouldn't push her away as much as I had. You know the very thought of her innocence made me smile. In just a matter of minutes I drifted away to sleep. I slept better than I had in years with her by my side.
I woke up to the sound of the shower. I glanced at the clock 8 am who in their right minds would get up this early anyways. I look beside me and realize instantly only sweet Cat would she's probably a morning person. "Crap!" At the same time I heard a loud bang from inside the bathroom. I was up off my lazy butt in seconds at the door of the bathroom. "Cat are you okay?" I had nothing but concern for her she was just so amazing even though she can get hurt pretty easy over the smallest things. "Jadey I'm just so sorry I hope the blood comes out of the carpet I just feel horrible." Oh God blood?! What the hell happened. "Cat I'm coming in." "No don't I'm okay really just my head hurts a little and I don't have clothes on." "I don't give a rats ass!" I threw the door open to see her in the tub with blood streaming down her neck mixed with water from the shower. "Can you hear me Cat?" Her eyes began to close and her head started to fall to the side. It was like time just froze and I didn't know what to do.