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My heart is now beating much slower and the pain in my lower back fades away. I don't think that is a good thing but for some reason, im relieved.

"Daddy! Daddy!"

I smile to myself at that voice. I can't move and I know I won't be getting up again.

The white carpet is going to be stained forever now. Angelina won't be happy when she realizes this. What was she thinking?

Ah, it doesn't matter now, nothing does. I take one long deep breathe.

I'm looking in the mirror at myself in the locker room after a Quidditch game.

I'm far away from my flat in London where I lay bleeding on the white carpet.

I look atleast tweleve years younger, and I have that ridiculous cocky smirk on my face.

"Admiring yourself still lover boy?"

I turn around quickly.

It's angelina and she's not holding a knife.

"I tell you, you've gotten pretty good." She sits down on a bench and takes a good look around.

"Ya, and what's it to you?!" I say annoyed.

I don't remember having said that to her.

She looks at me and shakes her head.

"I just wanted to know if we are going to keep the whole...well you know."

I smile coldly. "No, I don't know. Now I would appreciate if you would leave me alone."

I feel so bad inside, like I've been stabbed again and dying all over.

She chews on her thumb nail. "Okay then."

She leaves but I don't notice because I'm too busy staring at myself.

Most people live their lives then say they have no regrets.

In retrospect I would have changed many of the things I did and said. I would have been so much more then what I was.

Angelina is sitting in the bathtub pregnant and I walk in.

She winces then breathes.

"Um, do you mind?"

She was never more beautiful then when she was pregnant. I didn't see how beautiful she was until now.

I shrug my shoulders. "No, when are you coming to bed."

She grips the sides of the tub. "When I feel like it."

She's clearly in pain.

I sip a cup of water.

"Well when is that? I'm in need of some attention."

She rests her head on the back of the tub. "Not tonight Honey, I'm too tired."

I frown. "What do you mean not tonight?!"

Was I really that self centered?

"I mean not tonight! I'm pregnant it's not that simple! Now I have one kid on the way I don't need another one!"

Now I'm standing with my arms crossed slightly amused.

"Maybe I should just find a real man who doesn't need anyone to wipe his ass everytime he turns around!"

I walk over to her and sit on the toilet.

"Angelina dear, don't fool yourself. Let's look at the facts, hmm!?"

She now has her arm blocking her face and one around her stomach.

I don't understand why she looked at me like she was so scared.

"I make the money, I take care of you and buy you things. Your just a pregnant woman, who would want to take care of you?"

I pat her on the leg harder then should have.

"I'm sorry, I just..."

"Forget it!" I get up and slam the door.

Is that really how it happened?

tbc