I took lifes,
I played God,
I decided the faith of others.

I lost myself in this war.
I gained pain in this war.
Now can I lose this pain
And gain myself?

I don't want to carry on
With my past.

I tried to be forgiven,
But families won't forgive me.

So here I am,
Asking you,
Wife of a soldier,
Whose death was by my hand,
Take this Gun
and kill me.
Put the end on the torture.

Don't feel guilty,
I forgive you.
You only did what I ask.
You free me from my pain,
Thank You

•Heero•