Summary: Well be for the events of the game a turian who lives on the citadel finds himself in a difficult situation he commits a violent murder and flees to earth to start a new life

A/N: My first ever fanfic! This story will deal with a lot of mature issues and is going to be very graphic hope fully you will enjoy the character; I plan on created the protagonist that is hated by the readers. I will happily answer any questions. Please enjoy and all criticisms are welcome positive or negative. Also you may notice a lot of grammar mistakes I am not very good with English so forgive my errors

Disclaimer: I do not own anything from Mass Effect. I would again like to say that this will be a graphic work of fiction so please if you do not approve or are not open minded move on

Chapter One

The turian stood in his shower his ritual before leaving home Gavin would wash away his solitude before leaving out. He had his eyes closed and rubbed his many scars, most of them he got in the battle for Shanxi. He didn't like to think of the war. the thought of so many turians dying infuriated him but he couldn't help it when in the shower the scars seemed to call to him. They seem to comfort him.

Heading out from his apartment he was already late to meet his brother at Flux a night club in the inner part of the wards it was quite a distance away from his apartment but he was going to meet his brother there. He approached a Citadel Rapid Transit station to hail a pod. And he was on his way.

At flux Karris waits patiently for his older brother. Karris checks the time and takes another sip of his drink he spills some of it on his C-sec uniform and sighs. As he reaches for a napkin to wipe the stain out he notices his brother Gavin standing over him.

"OH hey big brother I didn't see you come in "

Gavin was silent he seemed upset. He has a set at the bar beside his brother.

"What's the matter"? Karris asks

Gavin answered with a low voice "when did they start letting humans work here "Karris scratched his head "they got to work too Gav what do you expect"?

"Be that as it may I do not wish to be surrounded by the filth

With a sigh Gavin hails a human waitress. She eagerly comes over with a smile "what can I get you, Hun"

"You have nothing to offer me human; go fetch the owner for me "Gavin said with a sneer. The waitress frowned and left the two turians at the bar and headed up stairs to the casino. Karris looked over to his brother "please, Gav the war is over let us just enjoy ourselves" Gavin did not answer and Karris got up and left.

Doran the owner of Flux came down to meet Gavin "Anything I can help you with, sir"? Gavin ignored him at first then said "I am waiting for the owner" Doran repeated his question Gavin realized that Doran was the owner and said very plainly "You realize that there is not one turian in this establishment besides myself don't you "Doran looked around and said "Sir I am extremely busy is there anything that you need that I may assist you with"?

"Your human female has insulted me I want her fired", Gavin answered

Doran sighed he knew the turian was lying but he didn't want any trouble tonight he had dealt with enough turians over him hiring humans. So he repeated a very short apology that he give to all his irritated customers "Sir I deeply apologize but Jane is new I'm sure she meant no harm I apologize on her behalf and to accommodate you sir I will give you four free rounds of Quasar, is there anything else, sir"

"You know I never did like your kind either you're a waste of my time keep your credits I won't be returning" Gavin stood up and walked out of Flux.

Gavin was pissed he walked down the stairs cursing under his breath his brother was waiting for him at the bottom. "Brother was that really necessary "? Karris was very fond of all species and disapproved of his brother's prejudice to others.

"Of course it's necessary, those creatures are killers with no morals and they are liars and thieves look how quickly they have moved up in the citadel it was all done underhandedly they don't deserve any of it" Gavin looked down he knew he had done it once again, he had ruined a perfectly good evening with his brother "I'm sorry Karris …. I think I'm just going to go home "

Karris wanted to object but he knew it was for the best. He knew that Gavin blamed the war and ultimately the humans for their father's death. After Gavin heard that his father had died he left the military and moved to the citadel he drank himself into a depression that he could never come out of. He watched his brother walk till he reached a transit pod then Karris made his way home regretting not being strong enough to stand up to his brother.