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Rated: R
Warnings: Mature themes, foul language, Au, yaoi, attempted suicide, slight ooc'ness.
Parings: 2x1, 12, very slight 41
Bewildered Heartbeat Ch#1- Even if I Die
Two children at the, both at the tender age of five, ran hand in hand through an open field on a secluded hillside. Finally they stopped under the shade of a big lone oak tree to catch their breath. Little Heero and his best friend took in the entire sight before them in aw. No matter how many times they have visited this place & no matter how many times they have played on this hillside, the sheer view from where they were would always and forever amaze them both, imprinting it in their memory for lifetimes to come.
Flowers, hundreds upon, thousands upon, millions of different kinds of flowers covered scenic landscape, with one oak tree standing out in the middle of it all. Heero loved the flowers, but nary as much so as his companion. Their parents were very good friends so they had known each other since they were in diapers, cooing and burbling in their mothers protective embrace.
Spotting his companions favorite flower, Heero scampered down the small incline, once turning to wave at his friend to reassure him he wasn't going anywhere. As he bent down to retrieve the small flower from the bush, he suddenly felt something strange was about to happen. Quickly Heero plucked the flower off the bush and ran back to his friend.
Panting just a little when he got there, Heero pulled his arm from behind his back and offered the flower to his companion. His friend stared in aw, his mouth forming a perfect "o". A single crystal tear ran down his smooth cheek as he hugged Heero for all he was worth, "A black rose?" "Heero it's my favorite flower thank you. Thank you so much!" Heero pulled away a little reluctantly and looked deep into his comrade's spectacular violet orbs. He would never forget those eyes.
After a time, both friends decided it was time to Part Company for the day. Heero was just turning to leave, when a loud crack of thunder came from overhead. Heero jumped when he felt his little violet-eyed partner clinging to his waste. Heero could not help the smile that played his tiny lips, "Your not afraid of the storm are you?" The small boy clinging to his waste, slowly rose to his feet and gave a meek nod. "Sorry Heero, I know its silly to be scared." A still unsure grin was plastered on his heart shaped face. "Its ok, but next time..." Heero's words were cut short when saw the other boy lean towards him and felt him place a small chased kiss on his right cheek. The boy soon rose to his earlier position and started walking away, but stopped to turn and look back at the still stunned Heero. "You're my best friend, & I love you Heero Yuy." "Thank you for the rose and taking me out to the hill today, but I need to get home." But before his friend was able to turn a loud rumble of thunder ounce again washed through the air.
Heero looked to the skies in time to see a bolt of neon blue lighting coming straight at them. [1] However, it was to late for the chocolate haired boy to call out to his friend to run. Cobalt eyes widened in horror as a white light engulfed his friend! "No!" Heero cried out! Pain filled his heart. The ground shook and an after shock took him buy surprise, blurring his vision and the ground rose up to meet him. He didn't know how long he's been lying face down in the dirt, ten minutes, thirty minutes, maybe even an hour. But the memory of what happened came rushing back to him, the storm, flash the lightning, flash Duo! He'd gotten hit! Where was Duo?
Heero struggled to push himself up, feeling like his entire body was numb, and even the edge of his vision was blurry. But that didn't matter; all that mattered right now was Duo! It took quite a few moments, but finally Heero felt he could move about better, and had gotten his severely shaken nerves back up, he slowly looked up from where he was and slowly scanned the area. There was a big hole the ground where the lighting had struck & the dirt was still smoking, so he must have not been knocked out for as long as he thought he's had. But the real shock came when his wide eyes landed upon, "Duo." Heero breathed in disbelief. There was his buddy, his one and only friend lying motionlessly, face down in the dirt. "No!" He ran as fast as his little legs could carry him and kneeled down beside Duo's prone form, and on closer inspection, blood soaked body! "No Duo no!" Heero cried uncontrollably as he cupped his little hands over his mouth, suddenly feeling sick. He was so dazed and out of it, that it took some minutes of concentration, for Heero realized Duo's mouth was barely moving, in an equally, barely audible whisper.
Heero strained to hear what he was saying. Finally, the Japanese youth made out his friends words, "I...L-love...y-you Hee-r-ro" Duo coughed, "I'll find..y-you again, even I-if I have to w-wait another et-ternit-ty" Duo's eyes rolled back into his head. Heero gasped and reached out to shade Duo's shoulder, "Duo? Duo? What do you mean by 'another' eternity? Duo!"
Heero's eyes snapped open as he sat up in his bed, his entire body soaked in a cold sweat. "Duo!" The double doors to his bedroom flew open as his cousin Quatre made his way to Heero's bedside looking worried. "Heero what's wrong? I could hear you screaming all the way from the from the west wing, another bad dream?" Heero took a couple of deep breaths and wiped some sweat from his brow. "Yes Quatre, the dreams are back again." The small blond sat on the edge of the bed, nodding in understanding to his cousin's statement. "You mean the one where you're with some boy, who go's by the name Duo & you're at a flowered hillside?" Heero just heaved a heavy sigh. Quatre patted Heero's hand gently, "Don't dwell on it, no reason to be frightened of a dream." "You don't understand." Heero looked up into his cousin's comforting sea blue eyes. Quatre leaned forward, indicating for Heero to continue. He nodded and started his thought possess again. "Well, I don't quite know how to describe it, but it feels to real to be a normal dream." "A lot of dreams can feel real, but that doesn't need to make us worry." Heero shook his head at Quatre's remark. "It's not that it just feels real it's." Heero put his head in his hands in frustration. "It feels more like a memory Quatre." His cousin just nodded and was about to say something when Heero interrupted him. "It's like a memory that my mind forgot and my body is trying to remember." Quatre just sighed, he somehow knew he would have to play counselor for the rest of the night. "Heero, come down stairs with me to the kitchen, I'll fix us some warm blood and you can tell me the rest ok?" Heero slipped out of the covers as Quatre hopped down from sitting on the bed & they headed to the kitchen.
TBC...
[1] - Talking about the blue lightening in Sweet Home Alabama
You know I like reviews. C-: Reviews please!
(OH! And thank you to "dreamer" who reviewed to my fiction up date. And also, sorry about the chapter one mess up. And thank you for letting me know!
Rated: R
Warnings: Mature themes, foul language, Au, yaoi, attempted suicide, slight ooc'ness.
Parings: 2x1, 12, very slight 41
Bewildered Heartbeat Ch#1- Even if I Die
Two children at the, both at the tender age of five, ran hand in hand through an open field on a secluded hillside. Finally they stopped under the shade of a big lone oak tree to catch their breath. Little Heero and his best friend took in the entire sight before them in aw. No matter how many times they have visited this place & no matter how many times they have played on this hillside, the sheer view from where they were would always and forever amaze them both, imprinting it in their memory for lifetimes to come.
Flowers, hundreds upon, thousands upon, millions of different kinds of flowers covered scenic landscape, with one oak tree standing out in the middle of it all. Heero loved the flowers, but nary as much so as his companion. Their parents were very good friends so they had known each other since they were in diapers, cooing and burbling in their mothers protective embrace.
Spotting his companions favorite flower, Heero scampered down the small incline, once turning to wave at his friend to reassure him he wasn't going anywhere. As he bent down to retrieve the small flower from the bush, he suddenly felt something strange was about to happen. Quickly Heero plucked the flower off the bush and ran back to his friend.
Panting just a little when he got there, Heero pulled his arm from behind his back and offered the flower to his companion. His friend stared in aw, his mouth forming a perfect "o". A single crystal tear ran down his smooth cheek as he hugged Heero for all he was worth, "A black rose?" "Heero it's my favorite flower thank you. Thank you so much!" Heero pulled away a little reluctantly and looked deep into his comrade's spectacular violet orbs. He would never forget those eyes.
After a time, both friends decided it was time to Part Company for the day. Heero was just turning to leave, when a loud crack of thunder came from overhead. Heero jumped when he felt his little violet-eyed partner clinging to his waste. Heero could not help the smile that played his tiny lips, "Your not afraid of the storm are you?" The small boy clinging to his waste, slowly rose to his feet and gave a meek nod. "Sorry Heero, I know its silly to be scared." A still unsure grin was plastered on his heart shaped face. "Its ok, but next time..." Heero's words were cut short when saw the other boy lean towards him and felt him place a small chased kiss on his right cheek. The boy soon rose to his earlier position and started walking away, but stopped to turn and look back at the still stunned Heero. "You're my best friend, & I love you Heero Yuy." "Thank you for the rose and taking me out to the hill today, but I need to get home." But before his friend was able to turn a loud rumble of thunder ounce again washed through the air.
Heero looked to the skies in time to see a bolt of neon blue lighting coming straight at them. [1] However, it was to late for the chocolate haired boy to call out to his friend to run. Cobalt eyes widened in horror as a white light engulfed his friend! "No!" Heero cried out! Pain filled his heart. The ground shook and an after shock took him buy surprise, blurring his vision and the ground rose up to meet him. He didn't know how long he's been lying face down in the dirt, ten minutes, thirty minutes, maybe even an hour. But the memory of what happened came rushing back to him, the storm, flash the lightning, flash Duo! He'd gotten hit! Where was Duo?
Heero struggled to push himself up, feeling like his entire body was numb, and even the edge of his vision was blurry. But that didn't matter; all that mattered right now was Duo! It took quite a few moments, but finally Heero felt he could move about better, and had gotten his severely shaken nerves back up, he slowly looked up from where he was and slowly scanned the area. There was a big hole the ground where the lighting had struck & the dirt was still smoking, so he must have not been knocked out for as long as he thought he's had. But the real shock came when his wide eyes landed upon, "Duo." Heero breathed in disbelief. There was his buddy, his one and only friend lying motionlessly, face down in the dirt. "No!" He ran as fast as his little legs could carry him and kneeled down beside Duo's prone form, and on closer inspection, blood soaked body! "No Duo no!" Heero cried uncontrollably as he cupped his little hands over his mouth, suddenly feeling sick. He was so dazed and out of it, that it took some minutes of concentration, for Heero realized Duo's mouth was barely moving, in an equally, barely audible whisper.
Heero strained to hear what he was saying. Finally, the Japanese youth made out his friends words, "I...L-love...y-you Hee-r-ro" Duo coughed, "I'll find..y-you again, even I-if I have to w-wait another et-ternit-ty" Duo's eyes rolled back into his head. Heero gasped and reached out to shade Duo's shoulder, "Duo? Duo? What do you mean by 'another' eternity? Duo!"
Heero's eyes snapped open as he sat up in his bed, his entire body soaked in a cold sweat. "Duo!" The double doors to his bedroom flew open as his cousin Quatre made his way to Heero's bedside looking worried. "Heero what's wrong? I could hear you screaming all the way from the from the west wing, another bad dream?" Heero took a couple of deep breaths and wiped some sweat from his brow. "Yes Quatre, the dreams are back again." The small blond sat on the edge of the bed, nodding in understanding to his cousin's statement. "You mean the one where you're with some boy, who go's by the name Duo & you're at a flowered hillside?" Heero just heaved a heavy sigh. Quatre patted Heero's hand gently, "Don't dwell on it, no reason to be frightened of a dream." "You don't understand." Heero looked up into his cousin's comforting sea blue eyes. Quatre leaned forward, indicating for Heero to continue. He nodded and started his thought possess again. "Well, I don't quite know how to describe it, but it feels to real to be a normal dream." "A lot of dreams can feel real, but that doesn't need to make us worry." Heero shook his head at Quatre's remark. "It's not that it just feels real it's." Heero put his head in his hands in frustration. "It feels more like a memory Quatre." His cousin just nodded and was about to say something when Heero interrupted him. "It's like a memory that my mind forgot and my body is trying to remember." Quatre just sighed, he somehow knew he would have to play counselor for the rest of the night. "Heero, come down stairs with me to the kitchen, I'll fix us some warm blood and you can tell me the rest ok?" Heero slipped out of the covers as Quatre hopped down from sitting on the bed & they headed to the kitchen.
TBC...
[1] - Talking about the blue lightening in Sweet Home Alabama
You know I like reviews. C-: Reviews please!
(OH! And thank you to "dreamer" who reviewed to my fiction up date. And also, sorry about the chapter one mess up. And thank you for letting me know!