Well, as always, these characters do not belong to me, I wish they did but they don't so…
Every Nessie has its Edward.
Love is a field of roses I've heard, nice looking, soft and beautiful roses, all of them with their thorns… yeah, yeah love is not always pretty but nobody warns you about the overprotective, freaking annoying mind reading and blood sucking thorns.. What the hell! this particular rose it's worth all the mess.
Chapter I
The Siren
"But for beauty and clarity of tone their singing is unsurpassed; they might be, if the expression is not too strong, Seirenes, for these fabled maidens as celebrated by poets and portrayed by artists had wings."
It was weird that dad wasn't home; probably he was at Charlie's watching some stupid baseball game, or something like it just like they've done for years now
"you want something to eat?" I asked her casually, I knew she had a great appetite, especially since human food wasn't as satisfying as human blood, and there was no way I'll offer her blood
"no Jake, thank you very much for your offering"
"you sure?, we have burritos, I know you really like them" she said no again and begun looking around nervous
"isn't Mr. Black home?" I shrugged as I chewed half of the Mexican treat, making her call Billy by his name was a long lost fight, at first it was kinda' weird, but now it was a reason of laughter between me and my father, who after all this time still found Nessie a real amusement.
"Think is at Charlie's… you look nervous, you ok Nessie?" she smiled not hiding her uneasiness, she was like an open book, at least for me
"I'm tired… that's all, not a big deal"
"want to go to my room?" she suddenly blushed and I rephrased what I'd just said trying to find something in my words that might have given her a wrong impression, but I couldn't notice anything different in the way I've said the words, maybe Emmet have been teasing her again.
I finished my meal, still fruitlessly offering her anything to eat but she wouldn't receive a thing, not even a glass of water, it was sort of odd she usually ate something, because of hunger or courtesy. When I gave up we then went to my room, it wasn't perfectly clean- as usual-, but she didn't mind –as usual- and sat in my bed, we begun talking many things and it wasn't long until we begun talking about our last swimming competition
"You obviously were holding back" she said and I laughed, the truth was that I busted my ass off that time, but she was way faster than me
"maybe I did" I said laughing and she laughed back while punching me really slightly in the arm
"I love you" she said in her high mezzo soprano voice, her warm chocolate eyes shining and her lips pulled up in a shy yet flirtatious smile that made my heart flutter
"I love you too" I told her as a slight blush crept to my skin "more than you can imagine" I added still feeling words didn't do justice to what I felt for her. I could see the blood running to her face, painting it a beautiful pink tone that made her creamy skin look like painted porcelain, I watched her carefully admiring her angelic face, her bronze curls that were tied up in a neat pony tail that not only cleared her face but left the soft skin of her throat exposed in a very tempting way. Before I could hold back I was day dreaming of her, her touch, her warmth… thoughts that in a five mile radius of her father will expose me to a painful brutal death.
"Jake…" I looked at her and noticed I've been staring too intently making her nervous and redder by the minute… crap. I moved in giving her a quick peck trying to lighten up the mood, the moment I pulled back to apologize for my hungry eyes she launched herself at me kissing me passionately on the lips catching me completely off guard. Her arms –slim but surprisingly strong- were tightly locked behind my neck keeping me from withdrawing, not that I didn't like this sudden outburst of passion but I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself, her lips urgently moving against mine felt like fire, numbing my mind and clouding my judgment. I pulled away as much as her arms allowed me to.
"Nessie I think we should, you should, I…don't… fuck!" she giggled at my foul mouth, she got a kick out of it since neither her mom nor her dad said a bad word, I usually tried to hold the cursing back but it was really hard to even form a coherent sentence with her hot breath caressing my skin, her lips teasing briefly but efficiently my neck and her body pressed so closely to mine, it was like I was stripped from all my will, it remembered me of the sirens story Nessie had read me a long time ago, mythological creatures seducing sailors, taking away their will to devour them – and I bet none of them ever complained- , they all surrendered themselves to the creatures, as I surrendered myself to my lovely copper haired siren. My hands shook slightly as they begun caressing her back, I delighted myself in her slender petite body, so little compared to mine, so fragile looking and yet so strong, I touched slightly the sides of her torso and she giggled as I brushed over a sensitive spot. It took me that slight distraction to realize where our actions were leading, I pushed her back in a quick motion even when the sudden distance between our bodies caused a strange and hard to ignore pain; she looked at me pouting
"Come on Jake…" she said with a sultry voice that made my mind go on fire, I took a deep breath – which didn't help with her scent all over the place- trying to calm down
"You don't want me to die so young, and you know Edward will shred me to pieces once he finds out… and damn Nessie, you know there's no chance for him not to find out" she bitted her lip – an undeniable heritage of her mother that looked impossibly cute in her- I was already lost in her eyes when she sighed heavily, the unquestionable sound of defeat
"But… if we are careful with our thoughts" well, she wasn't that defeated
"Since when do you trust my thoughts control?, you know how many problems my wondering mind has won me… besides, Edward knows me Nessie, he knows the way my brain works…" she looked at me frustrated, she knew my logic made perfect sense and it didn't matter all the improvement I've achieved with Edward, he'll certainly cut my throat if he found out that because of me his little innocent baby girl was no longer so little, nor innocent and certainly not a baby, suddenly my body tensed and my expression turned serious "this is new Nessie, since when are you so eager to… take things to the next level?" she avoided my gaze blushing a deep red, under different circumstances I'll chuckle at the picture, but now I couldn't find it in me to laugh, wasn't this too soon for her?, she was still so young and for me it seemed that she was rushing into things, well, she gave the impression of youth, her development had been so fast, in the brief period of five and a half years she had reached approximately her seventeen or eighteens. And it wasn't that I didn't liked her, or longed for her in a more intimate way, as a matter of fact Edward had glared murderously and punched me a little bit too hard in the past for having really indecorous thoughts of his daughter.
"I don't really know" she answered ashamed but honest, her cheeks still a gorgeous red and her chocolate eyes darting over the room occasionally looking straight at me "should I have a reasonable explanation for me wanting to make love with my boyfriend?" she added innocently with a hint of sultriness that made my jaw fall open as my whole skin begun burning with urgency, my mind muted, screw Edward and his mind reading skills. I drew her closer feeling her breath pace quicken, with extreme care I run my fingers over the tender and soft skin of her neck while kissing her lovingly, I ran my hand up until I found the lace that hold her hair up, carefully I untied it letting her copper curls loose. The scent that surrounded me was suddenly unbearable, her sweet aroma was all I could smell and the fruity flavor of her skin tasted heavenly making me kiss her in the lips no longer careful, no longer slow or patient, I wanted her and her hands desperately trying to unbutton my shirt proved that she was as impatient as I was, I laid her on the bed taking her clothes off as fast as I could marveling in her beauty.
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She giggled drowsily again as I run my fingers over her flat ivory stomach, our breaths were still labored and both our faces were flushed, her eyes were shining and her perfect curly hair was all tangled, I tickled her again just to hear her musical laughter one more time. I was completely ecstatic, memories of the last hour coming over and over again to my mind filling and heart with warmth, she yawned once and her breathing pace slowed into a very tranquil one.
"I love you Nessie" I looked down at the girl whose head rested comfortably upon my chest and smiled at the acknowledgment of her being sound asleep, I allowed my hand to wander and caress her soft skin chuckling at the dreams she involuntarily showed me. I don't know exactly how much time really passed; I was completely dazzled with the new sensations her warm bare body awakened in me, completely jaded by the softness of her hair and the steady rhythm of her heart that amazingly was completely synchronized with mine, time was no longer my concern, being in this position for months or even years sounded perfectly fine by me.
"What time is it?" she said while stretching her arms and sitting slowly, I chuckled at the sight of her messy hair and lazily searched for a clock in the pocket of my long forgotten pants, when I finally got a grasp at it I looked first uninterested, then a little incredulous and finally completely freaked out, how could it be so late? "Jake? What time is it?", time for you to prepare my grave
"a little later than expected" I showed her the watch and before I could blink twice she was running all over the room while getting dressed
"come on Jake, move!" I got out of my stupor and started to get dressed as fast as I could, logic entering my brain for the first time in hours, I'd made love with my girlfriend, I'd taken the virginity of Renesmee Cullen, the only daughter of my best friend, the most cherished and adored member of one of the most powerful and largest covens of vampires, the only daughter of an overprotective old fashioned mind reading vampire, and I'm quite sure I forgot the damn condom. Shit, I'm so dead.
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