Dear diary, 8/16/14
My god this chapter is so hard to write I can't wait for the hate mail...Why did you kill him I loved their love story! God why did I kill him and then send it the publisher! I'm so stupid ok I'm leaving I'm heading to the ranch Scarlett says it's been too long and the horses miss me Scarlett misses me. So a first class ticket to Montana. Can't wait to be back at the ranch (on this property) with the horses and . I've got a Cleveland Bay his name is Gunner. I've got an Irish Draught Horse her name is Dixie. An Icelandic horse her name is Artemis. And I have Rocky Mountain Horse his name is Muskey.
I also have seven dogs I know it's a lot but I love them all. Living in New York away from them isn't easy but I'm here two months out of the year and there the rest of the time. Other than book tours and signings. I have a German Shepherd his name is Winchester. I also have 2 black lab puppies their names are Smith and Wesson. I also have two beautiful newfoundlands named Bear and Scout. One husky named Cooper, and an Alaskan malamute named Glock.I may or may not also have 3 cats. Their names are Benson, Grey, and Gaston. Oh and I almost forgot my name is Alessandra Kowl. Well that's my pseudonym my real name is Evelina Nowakowski. I am a writer, photographer, artist, mother of horses and dogs and cats, and part time youtuber.I might be a youtuber but I only vlog.
Most of the money I make is from photography my fake name for that is Aibrean Brody. Yes they are all celtic because I am 50% Irish. From my mother's side my grandmother taught me to ride horses when I was a wee lass.
I guess you could say my fashion sense is very sweatery...and I like leggings and jeggings. And long walks on the beach and I'm a capricorn...just kidding this isn't my tinder profile. But as i said I've got a flight to Montana to catch. 0h one more thing being a youtuber is great because when I go to work at 11:30-ish and I only have to wear nice clothes from the top up. I just wear pajama pants and slippers. Then there's the editing, and more editing.
One of the worst things is coming from money when you don't want it. I want to make my own money and not make people think everything was handed to me on a silver platter. Just because my dad is rich doesn't mean that I'm a fucking prejudice asshole. I'm gay and my mother will not even talk to me because something "In my body is very wrong and I'm not in God's scope but I will be helped. I need to pray away the gay" I can't believe her she thinks this is a choice I like girls and no one can change you bitch! I'm sorry my mother she's crazy! She thinks if I'm sent to enough camps that the gay will suddenly go away.
Ok but really I need to go now I'll take pics of the plane and put them in this book so good bye my loves! Here are the plane pics (1...2...3...) Oh I also have to take two flights over two days. And my hotel room is so cool looking here are the pics. Sanfran is only for a little but it's so great there.
Love,
Evelina