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I rush in too fast
abandoning thought
not even I
know what I am doing
lost in my self
explosions wrack my brain
I need to break free
nothing can stop me
in my final attempt at freedom
they are after me
if my feet make contact
with the stairs
I don't feel them
my enemy
close at my heals
upwards I go
away from them
the ones who
take advantage of my weakness
I want to tak revenge
I want to cry
I want to give in
I'm not strong enough alone
The door
my escape
locked
they swallow me up
I'm lost again
too weak to resist
they hold me
my futile attempt
failed
i begin working
in my twisted brain
to plan
my next escape
they hold me
but maybe not
longer
than last time
I hope