I Love Him

go on pretending i told my self
but i cant
its all lies
i dont want to hurt you
for my feelings
but thats the truth
i love him
thats right im sorry
its not you its me
and the way i look into his eyes
and feel ive come home
dont take the blame
its no ones fault
just following my heart
im sorry that you got damaged on the way
were soul mates i told myself
but it doesnt have the same ring
as it did before
before him
im sorry and everythings changed
im new
and yore new
and were better for it
we were never meant to be
i thought i knew what love was
when i was with you
but i feel somethign different now
its all gone cold
i dont want to lie
so ill tell you now
i love him
not
you