Title: Karma
Rating: FRT
Summary: What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down. It's called Karma and Neela finds that all too true. Spoilers for I Don't and The Honeymoon's Over.
Disclaimer: I don't own ER or Karma by Alicia Keys
Spoilers: I Don't and The Honeymoon's Over.
Another random oneshot idea from me. Not the best but I felt like doing one to this song. Hope you enjoy it.
Karma, a word she's always felt superstitious about and now she's proved her theory more than enough. They say what goes around comes around and she felt that was more than true. She had used Ray and played so many games with him which had now because of her landed him in hospital with his legs amputated. And her? Well apart from her also landing in hospital with severe injuries and broken bones but what hurt the most for her was having to deal with all the guilt she had caused him. Now what was she left with? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. He was gone. He was never coming back and she was just going to have to learn how to deal. How to deal with all the pain and suffering that came to her after all the pain and suffering she had caused him. Take the song that was playing on the radio right now:
Weren't you the one that said that you don't want me anymore?
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talking bout a family
Now you, saying I complete your dream
Now you, saying I'm your everything
You confusing me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
what goes around, comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Now who's crying, desiring to come back
I remember when
I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morning
and when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explaining to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me
Now you, have so much to say to me
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusing me
don't play with me
don't play with me.
Cause what goes around comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
what goes around, comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Now who's crying, desiring to come back
I remember when
I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morning
Night after night
Knowing something going on
Wasn't home before me
You was, you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me.
And never do what u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fools, because I'm over you
because what goes around, comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
what goes around, comes around.
What goes up must come down.
Gotta stop trying, to come back to me
what goes around, comes around.
What goes up must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
It may not say everything about her situation but it explained it pretty well. Everything was going to haunt her until she sorted everything out. She'd be on the receiving end of it until she went to Baton Rouge to visit him and more importantly talk to him. She had avoided all the times he had offered to talk about them because she was scared, scared of all the issues she found to hard to deal with. Now look where it had gotten her?
It was her turn to do the talking.
It was Karma.
What did ya think?? Should I do a Part 2 to it??
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