I walk the hallways holding my head low avoiding eye contact with anyone. Life has its funny ways, one moment your fine everyone you care about it happy. Then they all turn away, ignoring you, not caring anymore. I can hear the whispers, "look at her" said one, "she is such a slut" said the other. Its all lies, but its just starting to get to me. I never let it happen when I was younger but now, its happening. Ignore it they mean nothing, you are awesome a voice in my head kept saying. My eyes stayed focused on my shoes but my mind is somewhere else. Life has began working its evil ways on me. In 6th grade my life turned for the worst. My grandmother had died of cancer but the reason it hurt even more then it should have is because I didn't even know. My parents had always been truthful to me, never keeping secrets. This time was no exception, my freaking grandmother was DIEING and I didn't know up until four days before she died. Even to this day, I still have nightmares about the funeral. I wake up with tears in my eyes. In 7th grade my life got a little better, I joined a show choir of sorts. I still didn't feel completely happy, but life seemed to be looking up. There is an old saying, 'life has its peeks and valleys' and it seem as if I was still climbing out of the valley. Then there was the day I reached a peek.
FLASHBACK
"I love you, Kate" I stare at my sealing as these words come out of my cell phone. I had a crush on Ty for a while now. However, today we became a couple. "I love you too" I whisper into the speaker. I can feel him smiling like an idiot.
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My heart was finally happy, but that was short lived. After nine months of happiness something changed in Ty. He texted me late one night out of the blue saying, "hey I'm sorry about this but… it seem as if we aren't as close anymore… so I'm breaking up with you." My heart fell, and instead of moving forward in my life I fell right back into the valley where I came from. My life became progressively worse after this, my parents began to fight again. Friends began to drift farther and farther away, until only a few friends were left. This included Rin, teto, Angel, and Lex they still cared after all I did to them. Ty doesn't even notice me anymore, in other words he completely ignores me. I am now in 8th grade, again life still sucks. Rin has moved away and Rin finally told my mom that I'm depressed. I'm still deciding if that was helpful or hurtful. People began to form rumors about me being a slut, and wanting to play with every guy in school. Which is not true nobody even cares about me, people say they do but eventually in life they are gonna just walk away. These rumors hurt some of my close friends have begun to believe them. One person said that Angel was behind the rumors, it cant be true I tell myself daily. There is only one problem I'm starting to believe the rumors too. I continue to walk the hall when I hit something hard and fall onto the tile. "watch were your walking, slut" I glance up rubbing my head, "Are you blind and deaf? Aren't you gonna say sorry?" the snob continues. "sorry" I whisper after I stand up. This is gonna be a long day, or should I say life.