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This is CharlieHarperFan88's request. :)

A Justin\Heather fanfic. Here's only Justin's POV with his reflections... maybe there's some OOC, but I just gave Justin a less superficial personality.

Enjoy and review it! ;D

My heart is hers

This time I could not comfort me with my image reflected in the mirror.

No, even the most beautiful face in the world couldn't make me feel better. My look was shining, but my heart was destroyed.

From I was a kid, I always thought that I could have whatever I wanted, all the girls I wanted thanks to my beauty. But now I found out the hard truth. I couldn't get... her.

Her long black hair that are placed gently on her back, her sweet dark eyes, her clear and perfect skin now seemed unachievable.

Why I have taken her for granted until now? Why have I always believed that she would come to me? She didn't seek the beauty and even the love of a boy, but all she wanted was to winning...

Winning. I've never been good at winning. Um, actually until now I was able to achieve many goals with my irresistible charm, but the experience that I have lived here at Total Drama made me understand many things.

At first I was very superficial, my eyes couldn't look at anything besides my mirror. My mind couldn't think of anything else besides me. At some point, I lost my charm and the people didn't admired me as they had before. Nobody looked at me, no one would listen to me, I became the bottom of the heap. Then I started to look beyond my appearance and that's how I found this girl.

Heather.

At first I wasn't sure to feel something for her, but I liked her. Although she had lost her hair, I could not help but find her pretty. She reminded me of me, in a sense.

After she was eliminated, I forgot Heather and I made the biggest mistake of my life: I fell in love with another girl. It was the first time I fall in love, and it happened so fast. She seemed to reciprocate my feelings, but her true intentions were different. She just wanted to eliminate me and use me to make another guy jealous. So in one day I fell in love, my heart broke and I lost the chance to win.

At that moment I was puzzled and I didn't feel so strong.

After a short time I peked up and started to think back to Heather. So different from before, a more intense way.

But I wasn't sure it was love. Part of me was afraid to suffer again, as it had happened with Courtney. And also because she was competing for TDWT, she was thinking about something else. But the other part of me told me to dare, to start talking with her.

I waited too long and now she is in love with another boy. At that moment I realized that I have always been in love with her.

I could have any girl I wanted, but not her. Someone else already had her. This thought hurts me.

But now I'll win me. I don't want to renounce her. My feelings are real and are just for her. I'll prove it to her.

I'll show my heart has always been hers.

End.