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Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it!
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking'' 'thinking' *thinking about the past not really flashbacks*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 1~~~~Zells pov~~~~
'Why did you do it? Didn't I mean anything? Were all the things you said just lies? Heh it's been six years and these are the only thoughts I had every night since you left. What happened to you? Where are you? Are you still alive?'
''Zell come inside your gonna get sick.''
''I'll be there in a minute.''
''Zell..-''He started but I cut him off.
''I'll be there in a minute!''
I heard him sigh and then turn around to get back in bed.
He wants to talk about what's been on my mind for the last six years and he asked me about it, but I told him I didn't want to talk about it and he never asked again.
* Everyone was surprised when Squall told me he loved me. Everyone thought he couldn't feel. I knew he could feel. He talked to me a lot always told me what was on his mind. Rinoa was there too hell, it was on there wedding day.*
*Yes Squall and Rinoa were getting married even though Squall never wanted to. She suddenly told everyone they were getting married and that's how Squall found out. He was more then angry. He came to my room that night he almost knocked out the door, but he had to marry her he did not want to risk Gardens reputation over this.*
*So there he was standing on the altar ready to say his 'I do' but instead he said 'no'. Rinoa made a scene right away freaking out and asking Squall why he didn't want to marry her, so he turned around to face his best man .Me. And he didn't say anything he just kissed me. I was so surprised that I just stood there and when he backed away he said 'I love you Zell' now this wasn't a surprise I mean he just kissed me I kind of figured out he loved me.*
Okay so I told him that I loved him to and I did love him. I still love him but he doesn't have my heart. My heart belongs to Seifer .I think Squall knows that he doesn't have my heart but he never said anything about it.
*Anyway Rinoa started crying and screaming calling me and Squall all kinds of names until her father finally dragged her out of the church. The last thing we heard about Rinoa was that she married Zone and had a baby boy. So how did they get the money for food and everything? Well Rinoa's parents died and left behind a lot of money for Rinoa. Now she and Zone live in Timber and she is not bothering us.*
Squall and I have a nice place in Deling. Squall decided he had enough of Garden and now Quistis is taking care of Garden. We got a letter from her a couple of days ago saying that Garden still couldn't handle all the applications that were coming in but the rest was going just fine. She also told us that Irvine cheated on Selphie with Nida and that she and Selphie were now dating and she couldn't be happier.
''Zell please come inside or close the doors. I'm getting cold.''
I stepped into the room and closed the doors to the balcony. I looked at Squall for awhile and then crawled into bed and kissed him.
''Goodnight love''
''Goodnight babe'' I said before falling asleep.
TBC
Okay what do you guys think??? Should I continue?
Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it!
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking'' 'thinking' *thinking about the past not really flashbacks*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 1~~~~Zells pov~~~~
'Why did you do it? Didn't I mean anything? Were all the things you said just lies? Heh it's been six years and these are the only thoughts I had every night since you left. What happened to you? Where are you? Are you still alive?'
''Zell come inside your gonna get sick.''
''I'll be there in a minute.''
''Zell..-''He started but I cut him off.
''I'll be there in a minute!''
I heard him sigh and then turn around to get back in bed.
He wants to talk about what's been on my mind for the last six years and he asked me about it, but I told him I didn't want to talk about it and he never asked again.
* Everyone was surprised when Squall told me he loved me. Everyone thought he couldn't feel. I knew he could feel. He talked to me a lot always told me what was on his mind. Rinoa was there too hell, it was on there wedding day.*
*Yes Squall and Rinoa were getting married even though Squall never wanted to. She suddenly told everyone they were getting married and that's how Squall found out. He was more then angry. He came to my room that night he almost knocked out the door, but he had to marry her he did not want to risk Gardens reputation over this.*
*So there he was standing on the altar ready to say his 'I do' but instead he said 'no'. Rinoa made a scene right away freaking out and asking Squall why he didn't want to marry her, so he turned around to face his best man .Me. And he didn't say anything he just kissed me. I was so surprised that I just stood there and when he backed away he said 'I love you Zell' now this wasn't a surprise I mean he just kissed me I kind of figured out he loved me.*
Okay so I told him that I loved him to and I did love him. I still love him but he doesn't have my heart. My heart belongs to Seifer .I think Squall knows that he doesn't have my heart but he never said anything about it.
*Anyway Rinoa started crying and screaming calling me and Squall all kinds of names until her father finally dragged her out of the church. The last thing we heard about Rinoa was that she married Zone and had a baby boy. So how did they get the money for food and everything? Well Rinoa's parents died and left behind a lot of money for Rinoa. Now she and Zone live in Timber and she is not bothering us.*
Squall and I have a nice place in Deling. Squall decided he had enough of Garden and now Quistis is taking care of Garden. We got a letter from her a couple of days ago saying that Garden still couldn't handle all the applications that were coming in but the rest was going just fine. She also told us that Irvine cheated on Selphie with Nida and that she and Selphie were now dating and she couldn't be happier.
''Zell please come inside or close the doors. I'm getting cold.''
I stepped into the room and closed the doors to the balcony. I looked at Squall for awhile and then crawled into bed and kissed him.
''Goodnight love''
''Goodnight babe'' I said before falling asleep.
TBC
Okay what do you guys think??? Should I continue?