disclaimer: FANfiction. think about it. all i own is the plot. i would never have had the pure genius for all that is kingdom hearts-like putting disney and ff characters in there. Don't sue
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Clean Break
It's funny how upside down my fairytale is. The witch who fell in love with the prince- that's bad enough, right?
I stare at the boy before me...I don't know why but when you say you're sorry and you give me that face of an angel, always at the right time, I just melt.
I pace around up and down wondering: how is it he can control me so easily? I'm already his. What is it about him? The hair? The smile? The eyes? Something else? I just don't know...
There's so much I want to tell him like... How he's hurt me. I want to say… I honestly believed you, I really trusted you, I held on... what a stupid girl. I should have known better, shouldn't have fallen so hard.
And it hurts.
The memories remind me I should have known... because... I'm not the princess, my life is not another fairytale ending, I'm not the one for him. Oh he'll sweep her off Her feet I know, he'll lead Her up a crystal stair, he'll rise to the top… and leave me. Because this isn't a fairytale... or maybe it is and I'm just not his perfect girl, I'm not a princess of heart like Her... just another Nobody.
I was a dreamer before you let me down... You're not coming back after this; I know that now.
In this story the prince is the one needing rescue, funny isn't it?
But I was so naive, waiting for him to come back. I was so lost in his eyes, those oceanic eyes, I drowned in their depths, I never had a chance as I lost myself in him. I didn't know that love is all about the fighting, maintaining the upper hand. I had so many dreams of... 'us' but none of them will ever be.
Now I know better. I know I'm not the princess.
You're trying to find her again. You've already saved her once, woken her up from her fairytale like slumber, not with a kiss but by sacrificing yourself.
But this time you need rescue. And the witch has to do it. And I will too. I'll fix you.
I know I'm not the one so… as you sit there on your knees, begging for forgiveness, saying you're sorry just like I always wanted…... I'll say no. Because I've realized... I'm not the one and I'll find someone someday. And he'll treat me right, hold me tight, be with me day and night. Like you never were.
What a strange fairytale...
It's too late to catch me now; you had your chance, it's come and gone.
It hurts. A lot. But you'll never know. I'll make sure of that. You'll never see me cry. This is our last goodbye. I just wish that... I could have had my fairytale ending. Goodbye Prince. I wasn't your damsel in distress... she's still waiting for you. I just wish things could have worked out differently somehow.
I guess... I'm just not meant to be the princess. But am I really the wicked witch? Is that how you'll remember me if the memories ever return to you? Probably. And THAT... might just hurt the most.
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A/N:
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oh and in case you couldn't tell this ficlet was inspired by taylor swift's song 'white horse'.
slightly or more ooc i'll admit. oh well. not my best work by far but i wanted to put something up...