You are the one who gives strength.

You are the kindness who pacifies rage.

Yet you can never reach the unreachable.

I'm tired of killing those around me. It's not that I mean to I just can't help it. I'm sorry for harming them, I really am sorry! I wish I could stop, I wish that everything can be undone. If someone were to kill me, only then I can repent.

I see potential in Natsu, yet he still seems weak. I don't mind waiting for him to be stronger but I'm afraid that time is going to run out. And I'm afraid that I might not see him again. Please promise me that you will become powerful; please remember not to forget me also. I will wait until we meet again. For now I will isolate myself and try to stop harm the innocents like you.

I don't remember how many years passed but you have grown up. Yet you cannot even scratch me. You have really disappointed me. Huh? Why is there liquid running down my face. Why do I feel so …. Sad? I do not understand this; why am I sad? What came next made me feel something more extreme. I feel hurt? Why can't you remember me? It hurts more than the punch, it hurts so much. And then finally I cried harder than I did at any moment of my life. The overwhelming emotion caused me to lose control of the power I hold. No! I don't want anyone to die. But I really despise being alone. Truly I am being rejected by the world.

That pathetic woman dares ask for my existence. She doesn't understand, does she? I warned her but still she refuses to leave me be. She still is dead set on trying to catch me, I can't do this; I honestly don't want to hurt her. Then my vision and mind went black.

I awoke and said an unfamiliar word. Oh god! I killed another person. I don't even know who you are but I promise that this is not a light matter. Closing the corpse's eyes, I walked away from that tragedy. Those girls are safe so that is one good thing. Yet I can't help but be agitated; I refuse to take sides, my only goal is for Natsu to kill me. I can't help but sense something is going to happen soon.

I boarded the Grimore Heart air ship. I hate them for causing all of this trouble then I hate myself for killing people. I hate them for causing the end of the world, for trying to use me as a weapon, and for them to underestimate me. I was never in a 'sleeping' state; I chose to be peaceful and yet they saw me as weak. Long ago, I figured out that I killed people when I try to protect them so I try my best to stay away from them. I tell the remaining members of Grimore Heart to repent, I am worried, and my Death Magic has struck again. The dragon is awakening, I sense it; it is the end of this era. It is awake now, I wonder if the island was predestined to be eradicated.

How laughable, that foolish girl Wendy is trying to talk to the dragon. Acnologia is a massive beast; to it we are just mere parasites. What self respecting organism cares about the something smaller and weaker then it? I learned this early on but it is a crucial key to understanding the world. The human race has a long path ahead of them and to Natsu, I bid you farewell for now.