A/N: My first Twilight fic. I hope it's ok. This is actually a songfic, inspired by the song No Air; I think it fits Bella and Edward well. Set somewhere in New moon. Its different than how it really happens though.
Each chapter changes from Bella to Edward, Bella first and the second chapter is Edward.
I'm very sorry the chapters are short. Shorter than I'd like. VERY short cries
Know what's funny? I started and finished the 3rd chapter before I even started the 1st, 'cause I changed things around P
No Air
Bella
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh
"You don't want me?" I managed to choke out.
"No." He stated without an apology.
"But I will always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize it's time for a change. Because I'm tired of pretending to something I'm not, Bella. Because I'm not human." He told me. "I've let this go on to long." He looked away into the trees as he spoke.
He must know how much this was really hurting me. He must! How could he do this when just a while ago he said he would stay with me when we were in phoenix.
Was this hurting him as much as it was hurting me?
"Is Alice gone?" I managed to ask.
"She wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you." He said, his golden eyes turned else were, thinking about things, things I would never know.
Tears were flowing down my face, I tried to stop them but I could not. They flowed freely now.
It was dizzy and hard to concentrate. His words swirled around in my head, and I heard the doctor at the hospital in phoenix, last spring, as he showed me the X-rays. You can see it's a clean break, his finger traced the picture of my severed bone. That's good; it will heal more easily, more quickly.
I tried to breathe more normally. I needed to concentrate, to find a way out of this nightmare
"Goodbye, Bella." He said in the same quiet, peaceful voice.
"Wait!" I choked out the word, reaching for him, willing my deadened legs to carry me forward.
I thought he was reaching for me, too. But his cold hands locked around my wrists and pinned them to my sides. He leaned down, and pressed his lips very lightly to my forehead for the briefest instant.
My eyes closed.
"Take care of yourself," he breathed, cool against my skin, and then he was gone.
A/N: Wow, so short, and you've already read it all in New Moon, I'm sooo sorry, the second chapter is coming out in a few minutes, it's the same but in Edward's point of view, chapter three will come out the next day. (It's already done)