He was back again.
And, just as always, he was begging me for another cure, another chance to be himself and be with that girl of his. I had to turn him down again.
I envy that girl, I really do. Oh, don't look at me like that; I don't like him that way. I envy her because I know that he would be like this even if he didn't return her feelings. He's just that kind of person, loyal to a fault. I wish I had a friend like that, one that didn't care about my faults; that would stick up for me even when I wrong. Someone that could save me.
You may wonder, why do I, the notorious Ice Queen of Teitan Primary, need saving? It's quite simple really. I need saving from myself, I need a reason to be here other than the fact that he needs me for his ridiculous little cure. I'm going to die soon, I can feel it, I've always been able to feel such things, with my fate so closely tied with Death, it's no surprise. I wonder how I'll go? Probably a murdered hostage on one of those silly detective games those children love to play. It's a wonder no one's died yet, it would be fitting if I were the first to go. Don't those children realize what they're messing with? This is not fun and games, this is hurt and lies, death and misery; its no place for them, they should keep away.
I wonder, when I go, who, if anyone, will try to save me? Most likely, it'll be our dear little shrunken detective, but if not I'd vote on Tsuburaya-kun. That boy has somewhat of a crush on me I believe. How sad, I'm going to hate breaking his heart. But if not Tsuburaya, then Ayumi-chan. Kojima-kun is the last on the list, but if it came down to it, I'd bet he'd try to save me as well. But I don't need people just try, I need someone who can truly save me, and there is no one.
I wonder; will they miss me?
...They'll move on eventually.