Alright I am back. I have come to the conclusion to do a sailor moon fic were usagi has a past b/4 the moon kingdom. This will be are dark and independent usagi and most likely will have her extremely powerful. This will involve the legend of dragoon some what and it will have Usagi/Michiru together like normal. Alright the first half of this chapter is going to be so you can get an idea of what kind of past life she had. The second half is the betrayl part. Enjoy.

'…' inner thoughts.


"So you want to here a story" said the voice to a small little girl who was laying in bed. The little girl nodded happily. "It started over 22,000 years ago. It was said the legendary wingly Charle Framha was to have a champion. Her champion would have strength, speed, agility unmatched, one of the most intellectual people ever, and would have a heart more pure then anything else. Charle eventually found her champion. She found her champion not in a man but in a little girl named Rose" said the voice with a smile as if it was remembering something.

It was during the time of a terrible war when they met. At this point in history humans were not the only specie's. Over 108 species existed. Born from a divine tree that the creator Soa sowed to earth 108 species were born. Dragons were the 105th fruit, humans were the 106th fruit and winglies with magical abilities were the 107th fruit. Soa desired the destruction and rebirth of the world, which was the intent of the 108th fruit. The virge embryo or the god of destruction was the 108th fruit. However before the 108th fruit could be born the wingles had found out about this and split the virge emybro. The body went to the moon that never sets and the soul was kept in a crystal in which winglies drew even more magic power from. The wingle dictator meldu frama enslaved all of the other species. Determined to free themselves the humans obtained the power of dragons and became the dragon knights; the dragoons. Seven dragoons of different elemental strengths were determined to be free.

One of these knights was Charle's champion Rose. Rose had long jet black hair then came down to the middle of her back. She had violet eyes and pale skin and dressed in amour. Rose at the time Rose was going to marry one of the other dragoons. Sure she loved him but more in a brotherly way or at most a good friend. She kept thinking that her sole mate was out that and she would find them one day. However in the final battle her fiancé was petrified and turned to stone by melbu's last spell. Rose was the only one that walked away from the battle. After witnessing all of her friends and fiancé die, Charle called Rose to Ulara.

"Rosie, honey come in" said Charle who was sitting next to Caron and Mieta.

"Hello Charle" said Rose as she walked in.

"Please have a seat" said Charle. Rose then sat down. "Rosie I know you have had a tough life. You were born as an only child into the noble house of Skywalker. (A/N I don't own that last name george lucas does. It just sounds good) You and your father were taken away when form your mother when you were three. You watched him be butchered right in front of you. Your mother died in your arms years later and now your friends and fiancé are gone. This is a lot to ask Rosie but you are the only one who can do it" said Charle.

"Do what?" asked Rose.

"You are familiar with the story of the 108th fruit" said Charle.

"Yeah" said Rose.

"Now that the seal that contained the soul of the vigre embryo is broken, it will be born into a human every 108 years. It will attempt to go to the moon that never sets, were it's body is kept" said Charle.

"So what does this have to do with me?" asked Rose.

"Rosie, honey I need you to kill of the moon children once every 108 years" said Charlie.

Rose just stared at Charle in shock. "Charle that's immoral. I…I can not kill an infant" said Rose.

"Please Rosie. There is none one else who can do this. Besides you're the dragoon of darkness your elemental strength is dark based attacks" said Charle.

"Even still I can't kill it. It's a child" said Rose.

"Rosie there is no one else. If you don't do it, the world will be destroyed" said Charle.

"I see. There really isn't any one else. All the other dragoons are dead. Besides what better person to do it then the dragoon of darkness" said Rose sadly.

"I'm sorry Rosie" said Charle who then handed something to Rose.

"Why do I need this" said Rose as she looked at the violet choker in her hands.

"It will stop time for you. You will never age past 21. Once you put that on there is no going back Rosie" said Charle.

"I know but I am your champion Charle. Besides I can't let the world end when I can do something about it" said Rose as she put on the choker and left.

"In deed you are Rosie" said Charle.

The years ticked by and Rose continued to kill off the moon children and the people around it to, before they became slaves to the God of destruction. Rose who was once cheerful and full of life became cold, cross and a loner. She once told Charle that she finally figured it out. That she was meant to be alone. If she wasn't meant to be alone, then some of have of her friends and family would still be alive. 11,000 years passed and Rose was known as the black monster who would strike once everyone 108 years. The people thought the moon child was a blessing. But it was nothing more then a curse. Eventually Rose killed the wrong child. She and a bunch of new dragoons faught against fate and the destruction. Rose's fiancé came out of his imprisonment but was possessed by Melbu. They then reunited the soul with the body and the virge could now be born. However Melbu took the form and gained the power of the virge. Once the final battle was over with Melbu, Rose had died with her fiancé, One of the dragoon's returned to Ulara.

"Rose would have wanted you to have this" said a dragoon as he handed over Rose's dragoon spirit before they left.

"Charle…" said Caron.

"Don't worry about it" said Charle with a sad smile.

"But Rose" said Mieta.

"She will return one day. After all she is my champion. Her dragoon spirit will only react to her touch. So we sit and wait for her to return. I don't know how long it will be but she will return. Until then we hide Ulara and this time period, just like we hide Rose's estate" said Charle. The three of them then did a spell and hid Ulara and blocked off this period from history.

Life went on and soon the dragon campaigns and all of the other species died off. Only humans and the winglies of Ulara lived. The winglies had restored a moon. Eventually Rose did return, but had no recollection of her past life. She was reborn into Princess Serenity, who was then reborn as Usagi Tsukino after Beryal attacked.

Usagi had some of her memories from both life's and dealing with it wasn't easy. She longed to know were the other set of memories came from because in it she didn't look anything like herself. But that wasn't important right now. Usagi was heading to park to meet her long time love Mamoru. Today was there anniversary, and after saving up for weeks she managed to buy him new watch. She arrived at their spot which was in the middle of the flower garden. When she arrived she saw something that would forever change the future. Her Mamoru was kissing another woman. She just stood there in shock unable to move.

"Mamoru what about your girlfriend" said the girl.

"Don't worry about her. I have never loved her. I mean who could. She is a total ditz, loves to pig out, and is an airhead that will amount to nothing" said Mamoru as they went back to making out.

Usagi stood there a few moments longer. She then turned around tears streaming down her face. Usagi then proceeded to run home. 'How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me.' Her mind just plagued with all of the memories of them together. This caused her to cry harder. She walked into her home.

"Usagi. Your teacher called again. You failed another test." said Usagi's mother in a furious tone.

"Mom…I..I just can't deal with this right now" said Usagi with tears in her eyes.

"You will make time do deal with this Usagi" said her father as he walked over.

"That's fine but not at this moment" pleaded Usagi.

"You better apply your self. You'll end up a whore on the street" spat her dad as he slapped her across the face.

"Who care's what happens to her, she is good for nothing" smirked Sammy. (A/N I know that I use everyone else's Japanese name but I'm to lazy to look it up so I'm going with Sammy) from the living room.

"Go up stairs and study. You won't believing this house, other then for school, until your grades are up" said her mother as she walked back into the kitchen to fix dinner.

Usagi padded her way up to her bed room. Once up there she got out her books and tried to study. It wasn't long until she broke down again. After a while she regained her composure and began to study. She knew she was wasting her time because she already knew everything but who would suspect a failing student to save the world. About half an hour later Chibi-Usa walked in. "You're wasting your time. You're too stupid to learn anything. You will never become anyone. There is no way you can become Neo-Queen Serenity because you're a hopeless cause" said Chibi-Usa.

"Shut up" spat Usagi.

"Why are you being so mean to me" sobbed Chibi-Usa.

"Usagi be nicer to your cousin" said her mother as she walked in to comfort Chibi-Usa. "There, there, Chibi-Usa how about we go and get you some ice cream. Usagi no dissert tonight. You are to stay up here and study. I will bring dinner up for you" said her mom as she and Chibi-Usa left her room.

A few hours later after studying her communicator went off. "Usagi there is a yoma attacking at the crown" said Mars.

"Alright I'll be right there" said Usagi as Mars left the communicator screen. "Moon Eternal Make Up" yelled Usagi as she transformed into Eternal Sailor Moon.

She began to run to the crown. She was half way there when two yoma sprung out of now where. "Stop right there. I am Sailor Moon and in the name of the moon I shall punish you" yelled Sailor Moon.

The yoma's laughed and charged at Usagi. She barely missed one the attack form one yoma. The other's attack had made contact and sent her flying back into a wall causing her ankle to make a sicking crack. The other yoma then picked up Sailor Moon and rapped it self around her, digging its sharp claws into her back. Sailor Moon screamed out in pain. She finally managed to get out of the hold and dust both Yoma.

Sailor Moon then ran as fast as she could, ignoring the immense pain in her ankle to the crown. When she got there Uranus, Venus, Pluto and Jupiter were fighting, Mercury was on her computer trying to find a weakness, Tuxedo Mask was looking over Mars wrist with Chibi-moon, and Saturn used her wall to protect them. Cutting threw all the bullshit Sailor Moon just attacked even though she was already drained from her other battle. "Starlight Honeymoon Therapy Kiss" yelled Sailor Moon. Her attack destroyed the yoma. "Sorry I am late. I was atta" said Sailor moon but she was cut off by Mars.

"Sorry doesn't cut it. Thanks to you, my wrist is sprained. How is it that you are our leader" spat Mars.

Everyone then turned to Pluto. "Hey don't look at me I not sure how this nit-wit became our leader let alone princess" said Pluto.

"Let me explain" pleaded Sailor Moon who was now leaning against the wall for support from her injuries.

"Explain what how you were sleeping instead of helping us out. You are a poor excise of a princess. A princess is supposed to help her friends" said Venus.

"I wasn't sleeping I was stu" said Moon as she tried to defend her self but was cut off by Mercury.

"Don't say studying. We all know that's a lie because no amount of studying could ever make you smarter. If you weren't sleeping then you were most likely eating" said Mercury.

"Not that you should be eating anyway. Your getting pretty hefty as it is" said Jupiter. This caused the other scouts to snicker and Tuxedo to look away in embarrassment.

"Don't bother showing up any more. We can fight them our selves. Besides we don't need a pathetic fighter like you to get in the way" said Uranus.

"You are no longer the leader or a scout" said Luna bitterly.

Sailor Moon just stared in shock at everyone. She looked at Tuxedo Mask hopping that he would redeem himself and say something. Anything to show that he really did love her and that what she saw in the park was just a figment of her imagination. He said and did nothing except look away when she looked at him.

She began to tear up as she turned to Chibi-Moon. Surely her own flesh and blood didn't hate her that much. Sure they had there arguments but still. Chibi-Moon just staired at her and said the one thing that would forever change Usagi. "There is no way that a pathetic excise of a person, like you, could ever be my mother. You can't do anything right not even walk two feet without falling. You are not her and you never will be" spat Chibi-Moon.

Not being able to stand any longer from the shear emotional of physical pain she collapsed onto the ground sobbing. The scouts just stared at her, already starting to regret what they just said. They were just so angry and worried about her. They wanted her to become her future self, and thus ignoring the pain they caused her through there harsh words and actions.

"So that's it" said Moon as she regained her composure and stared to stand despite the pain it cause her.

"Usagi" began Rei after she and the others de-transformed.

"Shut up. You all had your turn to talk. Now it's mine. All you seem to care about is the future and who I should be. No one cares for who I am now. All you do is see my flaws and pick at them. Never once helping to fix them. Never caring about who I am and what I can do. Do you even care that there are some days that I wish I was dead. Do you have any idea how lonely it is. Do you know what it feels like to believe that you have people who love you and support you, but then learn that it's all a lie because you are never good enough for them. No of course not. You just want me to be something that I'm not, and offering no help into getting there. You want some one who is perfect. Well I am sorry but I can't be her. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not or ever going to be anymore" said Sailor Moon.

"You have to think of Crystal Tokyo. Stop being selfish" said Artemis as the scouts, luna, and Tuxedo Mask nodded in agreement.

Sailor moon just gave a look of disgust and shook her head. She tossed her communicator at Rei. "You can be the leader. You have always wanted to. Look after them but lead them" said Moon.

She then tossed something to Mamoru. He caught it and looked down at it. It was the engagement ring he had given her a few weeks back. "Usako" said Mamoru as he realized what this meant.

"Don't say anything Mamoru-san. Your actions now and earlier spoke it all. I was hopping you would redeem your self now but I see that is not going to happen. Do you even know what today is?" said Moon as she started to limp away. She turned back to look at him, and he just gave her a blank look. She turned around again and faced them once more. "I didn't think so." She then de-transformed and the scouts saw the horrible shape she was really in and realized what must of happened. "Oh by the way Mamoru, Happy Anniversary" spat Usagi as she limped away.

It was now dark out and Usagi was about half way home. Realizing she was on the verge of collapsing she leaned against the wall to support her self. "Hey baby" said a man who then grabbed her, and dragged her into an ally way. "Look what I have boys" said the man to his 2 buddies.

"Oh got your self a pretty one" said one of the men.

"Let me have a go with her after your done" said the other.

"Please no" said Usagi.

They just grinned at her before they rapped and assaulted her. After about an hour later she made it back. Before turning into the driveway to go into her house she used the crystal to heal her self. She turned into the drive way and was about to climb the tree in order to get into her bed room when her parents came running out. "Usagi. What were you thinking. You should be upstairs you know you are grounded" said her mother.

"You will not be receiving dinner tonight as punishment. Now go back up to your room and study" spat her father.

"Mommy" said Usagi in a soft voice, who was still shook up from what happened in the ally. All Usagi wanted was for someone to hold her and take away the pain, while telling her it would be alright.

"Why can't you be more like Shingo or Chibi-Usa. There perfect. Why can't you be like them" sighed her mother he then went back to the dinner table.

Usagi just looked her so called family and then ran upstairs. Her parents went about there activities dismissing Usagi from their thoughts hoping that it would cool them down so they could speak reasonably well to Usagi tomorrow with out blowing up at her. They knew that they shouldn't have said some of the stuff that they did, put they over reacted and were concerned for there daughter.

Upstairs Usagi was a wreck. Her boyfriend cheated on her, when she wanted comfort she went to turn her parents who just blew up at her not evening noticing that she was already in pain, then her so called friends turn there back on her. 'I can't do it any more. Everyone wants me to be some one I'm not. No one cares about who I am. They just see my flaws. Even my own family is like that. I can't be me if I have to stay here and be forced down a path that I really don't want. I don't want anything to do with sailor moon anymore.' Usagi grabbed a few cloths a climbed out her window. She left her locate and silver crystal behind.

Usagi just began to wander. Not sure were to go or who to contact seeing as she was alone. She found her self on the out skirts of town. "Maybe I am meant to be alone. If I was meant to be loved or have friends and a family they wouldn't have turned there back on me" said Usagi to know one in particular. Eventually she wandered into the woods. The weather was taking a turn of the worst, seeing as it began to rain. Usagi then saw something that caught her eye. A purple stone, in the shape of a perfect sphere. Usagi then picked up the stone. The stone began to glow a purplish white light. "What the hell" said Usagi.

Just then a bright flash appeared. "I have been waiting for you" said the figure.

"Who are you? Look if its money you want I don't have any" said Usagi.

"It has nothing to do with that. Look at me. Do you recognize who I am" asked the figure.

"I think…is your name Charle Frahma" asked Usagi.

"It is" said Charle.

"But what do you want with me?" asked Usagi.

"Because Usagi, I need you. You're the only one who can defend this world" said Charle.

"I'm done being sailor moon. Were did you come from" said Usagi.

"I wasn't talking about sailor moon. Quite frankly that kind of power is beneath you. But I came from any were and every-were" said Charle.

"I've never been any-were my self but I have always dreamed of seeing the world" said Usagi.

"I could show it to you" said Charle.

"Could you then" said Usagi.

"Yes. Things you've never heard of, things you've never seen" said Charle.

"That sounds like fine" said Usagi.

"It is and freighting and brings a lot of emotional pain" said Charle.

"I'm not afraid anymore and the pain, I'm meant to be alone. Show me. Show me your world" said Usagi.

"Alright. Close your eyes" said Charle. Usagi did as she was told. Charle grabed onto Usagi's waist, and with a blinding flash they were gone.


Alright that is the end of chapter one. I hope you like it. The last part some of those lines come form buffy. It just seemed to fit. I do not have any intention of using buffy in this fic except of lines here and there. I don't own those lines at all. So what do you think? Should I continue or no? well don't forget to review. Later peace.