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Chapter 1

"I remember the way his eyes flew over my body and the greed that shone in those pretty blue eyes. It had made me feel special. Wanted. Beautiful."


"Tobias!" I pause for a moment to catch my breath before continuing to call his name. "Tobias!" I yell his name once more as I run through the party, cradling my belly with one hand and the test in the other, ignoring the looks of distrust gravitating around the air.

He doesn't seem to notice me a first, his deep voice raised as he converses with a large group of women surrounding him. I notice with a shudder how unabnegation-like they are dressed, and immeaditily attempt to ignore them.

I tap him on the shoulder and he pauses in his conversation ro exchange confused filled glances with the women surrounding him. He flashes me a flirty smile as his eyes glint with recognition.

"Come back for more, Flora?" I ignore the wrong name, despite the annoyed churning in my belly and focus on trying to disclose the shocking news.

"Tobias. I have something to tell you." I murmur.

"Go on."

I roll my eyes. "Alone, Tobias."

His dark blue eyes, the ones that I has drowned in the night before fill with an unreadable emotion, and he glances at my now tapping foot before his eyes return to the women surrounding him.

My throat knots as I realize he's deciding which of us are more compelling, and realize I was never important to him.

"I can make a scene, ya know." I warn softly. I'm bluffing, but the startled gleam that lights up in his blue eyes makes the outcome worth the lie.

"I'm following." he mutters, rolling his eyes juiviniley.

I lead him through the party, ignoring the stares, ignoring the annoyed glares Tobias keeps sending me.

We finally reach a dark room and I shut the door, turning to face Tobias.

"Go on. I'm waiting." he says, impatiently tapping his foot.

I open my mouth, fully intending to tell him a subtle way, but the words come out fast, thick and heavy.

"Tobias. I'm.. I'm pregnant."

I was drunk that night, off of a beverage he had stolen from a Dauntless and given to me. I remember the way his eyes flew over my body and the greed that shone in those pretty blue eyes. It had made me feel special. Wanted. Beautiful.

"Be careful of him, Tris. No good can come from the Abnegation Playboy and you." Caleb had whispered to me.

If only I had heeded his warning.

Only when Tobias had gotten me to his room had I asked the question, though I was still in a drunken stupor. "What's your name?" I had slurred. His lips had curved up into a pretty smile that made me all the more eager for him to touch me. "Tobias." he'd said softly, feinting shyness.

He'd leaned forward and kissed my neck, and I was shocked by the heat that had flew onto my cheeks, and my hands had instinctively pushed him away. He'd smirked at my embarrassment before kissing me on the neck again. "Don't be such a stiff, Flora."

I 'd stiffened when he called me Flora.

This boy wanted to have sex with me, and he didn't even know my name?

I was too drunk to really think it through, so I immediately forgot about it as soon as the real crap begin.

When we'd started, he'd pulled from me, shock in his blue eyes as he looked down at the faint speckles of blood staining the cover. "Your a virgin?" he sounded shocked.

"Why's it matter?" I'd slurred, much to his chagrin. He'd shrugged, the easy smile returning as he resumed his uneven thrusts. By then, I was so drunk I could barely feel the pain or the pleasure.

Only afterwards did I remember to ask him if he'd used protection. At the question, the confusion painting his face was enough answer for me. "Why would I use that?" he'd answered, before letting out a low chuckle that didn't comfort me any.

That's when I'd begin to get scared.

He pushes me away, anger lighting up in his blue eyes and shakes his head once, looking irritated. "I don't know what to tell you, Flora,"

He shakes his head once more, a look of disgust crossing his face then disappearing. "you were just a good fuck, nothing else." The tears come before I can stop them.

"But what about the baby? She, or he is yours to, Tobias." I say. I regret it immediately as his eyes harden.

"How do I even know its mine, Tris. Do I just take your word for it?" he retorts.

My cheeks heat up and I ball my hands into fists to keep from punching him. "What are you implying, Tobias? You should know you were the only one I've slept with."

He knows I'm right, but he can't, no, he won't accept it.

Coward.

He turns and walks away, humming a cheery little tune. Tears sting my eyes, and I will myself not to cry.

Should have known. I should have listened to Caleb.

I'd watched him choose to change factions, blaming myself for the reason he'd switched. He probably wanted to get away from me, the girl who supposedly 'claimed' to have his child. Soon I forgot about him, buried every though of him deep inside, swearing to never think of him ever again.

Soon, the child was born, a baby girl I christened Tovyia. "Who's the father?" was all the buzz around the Abnegation compound for a long time. But I'd promised myself, as well as my parents I would never tell.

He was gone for my life, forever. Or so I thought.


How was that?

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