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Prompt: Imagine you are on the road with Sam and Dean, and one night you can't take the loneliness anymore. Reader X Sam. Brotherly and sisterly love. Hurt/comfort.

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When we stayed at motels, I usually shared a bed with one of the boys. It wasn't weird. They were like my brothers, absolutely nothing more. I had been on the road with them for three years already, but it seemed like an eternity. We had (almost quite literally) been to hell and back together. We looked out for each other, and we trusted each other with our lives.

Tonight, I was sleeping next to Sam. Luckily, neither of us moved around in our sleep. We were able to maintain about a two foot distance from each other, which was good for me since I like my personal space. I get easily claustrophobic. But tonight, the last thing I wanted to feel was alone.

Everything was crashing down. My chest hurt, filled with an emptiness that was sucking the life out of me. The fear that rested on my soul had become too much to bear. I felt so alone. Even though the brothers were in this with me, I still felt like I was alone in fighting this losing battle with my mind.

Some nights I just wanted to give up. I wanted to close my eyes and never wake up again. Scared of what awaited me in the days to come. Scared of losing the only two people I had left in my life. Silent tears began to spill down my cheeks. It took all the courage I had to turn around and move closer to Sam. I didn't want to burden him with my problems, but I was scared that if I spent one more night with my fear, I would completely give up.

I slowly laid my head on his chest. His steady heartbeat calmed me. He woke up. "(Y/N)?" He said softly. "Are you okay?"

I was silent. I could feel my tears soaking through his t-shirt.

He sat up slightly to look at me. His eyes squinted in the dark. "Are your crying? What's wrong?" Concern filled his quiet voice.

I was still silent. Then I realized that I was trembling. Sam wrapped me up into his arms and held me close to himself. "Shh...it's okay." And he didn't say anything else. He just held me until my emptiness didn't seem so overwhelming, and I drifted off into a sweet and dreamless sleep.

The End

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