Hi everyone. I've decided to make a Semma fanfic. It may be slightly different than the show.
If you have any ideas then message me on Instagram at dtngseanemma4ever.
Summary: Emma Nelson was known as the good girl at Degrassi. Sean Cameron was known as the bad boy, but he has a good heart. He cares about his friends, family and Emma who is his first broke up when Sean went to jail for accidentally running someone over during a race against Emma's then boyfriend, Peter to win her heart back. Sean's always been protective of Emma, especially when Rick Murray went after her with a gun to her head for "leading him on." Luckily, Sean saved her life. What happens when Sean and Emma are back together? Well...you'll have to read to find out.
Main Pairings:
Emma and Jay
Side pairings:
Emma and Sean
Emma's POV:
"Hey, Emma." I heard my best friend Manny Santos call my name from behind me. I turned around as she approached me. We started walking up the stairs of Degrassi. "What's up?" I said, as we walked through the doors. "Not much. Just wondering how you're relationship with Sean is going now that he's in jail." I frowned and so did she. "I think we are going to get back together when he gets out." Manny looked shocked as we just walked in the front doors of the school.
"Are you serious? You're dating Peter though." She was right. I was dating Peter, but it's not the same as being with Sean because he is my first love, crush, kiss and relationship. I really liked him when we first dated, but we broke up the first time when he got into a fight with Jimmy Brooks and accidentally pushed me to the ground. I avoided him for awhile after that. He tried to apologize to me at a party, but I didn't listen. Toby understood way I was upset because I didn't want to be around Sean at that time, especially after I found out he was there when he was looking for me. Ashley kissed him when he was heartbroken about our breakup and I found out soon after. I found myself crying into Toby's shoulder as Sean looked at me. I've never seen him that broken before.
The second time we broke up was when he started hanging out with Jay and I didn't approve of it. I understand why he did because I was dealing with Simpson's cancer and everything so I didn't spend time with him as much as I used to. Because he felt neglected and alone, he turned to Jay and his friends, which led him to stealing and due to that, I accused him of stealing without any proof. I've never seen Sean that angry because he slammed the locker when I was standing right next to it. He was mad because I accused him of stealing when I didn't have any proof.
Now he's in jail because he ran over someone while he was racing Peter to win me back and he turned himself in. I felt bad because I told him I didn't care about him, when I knew that I always will love him no matter what. "Sean and I broke up, so I'm dating Peter now." I said, as I opened my locker and put my books in my bag. "But you still love him?" I nodded. "How could I not love Sean? He's my first. I can't just stop my feelings for him."
"He's probably thinking of you right now." I rolled my eyes. "I doubt it, Manny." I said, knowing it's a possibility. "Emma, he's always been there for you." I frowned. "I have to get him out of there. It's the least I could do after everything we've been through together." I already thought of ways to get him out of there and I kept thinking while discussing it with Manny. "How are you going to do that?" I smiled. "I have to do something. Sean doesn't deserve to be there. It was an accident." I had an idea and ran to Simpson's office, knocking on the door. "Come in." I walked in and Simpson looked up. "I want to get Sean out of jail." I said and crossed my arms. "Emma, I'll make some calls and see what I can do." I smiled. "Really?" He nodded.
"He's a good kid and has been there for you no matter what. I can see how happy he makes you. Your eyes light up when you talk about him or look at you. That doesn't happen when you're around Peter." He frowned, as he mentioned my boyfriend's name. "I love him and I always will, but I've moved on." He nodded. "I'll make some calls and see if someone will work on his jail sentence." I smiled. "Thank you. I'm just worried about him." I frowned as he nodded. "I understand. I'll do it after lunch." I smiled and left.
Later that night, Manny and I decided to have a girls night. She had brought ice cream, chips, cookies, sodas and other junk food. I helped her put it away as she asked, "have you talked to Sean since he's been in jail?" I shook my head. "Emma, he misses you a lot. You should visit him." She said, as she grabbed a soda and opened it. I finished putting the stuff away before I replied. "I know, but I hate the thought of him being in jail." I told her, as she raised an eyebrow. "You're the one who told him to turn himself in." I sighed, wishing that I didn't tell him that I didn't care about him. "Look, I didn't want to, but it was the right thing to do. Sean's been through hell and back, but that doesn't mean that I don't care about him because I do. I still care and I always will, but he will be able to get out of jail when he's able to."
Spike came through the door, holding groceries. I helped her and put them up. "Oh, are you two having a girls night?" I nodded, as she smiled. "That's good. You need one after everything that's happened. Have you talked to Sean at all, since..." she trailed off as I shook my head. "No. I haven't." She frowned. "Maybe you should. He still loves you, Em. I can see it in his eyes when he looks at you. The two of you are meant to be together." She said, as I looked at her in disbelief before she walked away. "See? Even your mom can see it." I rolled my eyes and didn't want to talk about Sean anymore. Soon, we were watching a movie and eating chips. Mom and Snake were in the other part of the house. "Leonardo DiCaprio is so hot in this movie." Manny said, as I rolled my eyes, but smiled. I agreed with her. "I thought you didn't like sad movies like this? This is one of his best performances." I commented, smirking. "I don't mind if I get to see his shirt off." I rolled my eyes. "Oh, my god. Stop it, Manny." I said, and smirked. "What? Romeo and Juliet is amazing with him playing the lead." I couldn't agree more. "This movie is the best, until they both die at the end." I frowned, at the tragic ending. We continued watching the movie and were now at the part where Juliet was on the balcony. When the movie was showing Juliet dead in the church, I cried.
When the movie was over, Manny went to the kitchen and we started to make the cookies. I got the pan and put some cooking spray on it so they wouldn't stick to the pan. She got the cookie dough out and started putting some on the pan. "Emma, are you okay?" I nodded, smiling. I couldn't stop thinking about him being in jail.
Simpson came in and looked at me. "Emma, I made a few calls and someone said they would look into getting a lawyer." I smiled, happily, hoping that Sean would be able to get out of there soon. My phone rang and it was Peter. I ignored it. "Aren't you going to answer that?" She asked as she set the oven. I shook my head. "No. It's Peter and I'm pissed off at him right now." She raised an eyebrow.
"He's the one who got Sean expelled from Degrassi and now I can't even see him anymore because he's in jail. Peter should mind his own business because my relationship and past with Sean doesn't involve him!" I yelled and angrily put the cookies in the oven and slammed the oven door shut, then walking into the kitchen. "Emma, you may be angry with Peter, but there is something else that's bothering you." I scoffed. "Yeah. The fact that Sean is in jail right now and I can't do a damn thing about it." After a few moments, I was still angry, but didn't show it. "Em, you're trying your best to get him out of there. That's all he can ask for and he will be so happy when he finds out that you got him out."
"I'm sorry. It's just that after everything that's happened, Sean was still there for me. Even when we fought and broke up, we always went back to each other. I can't even see him at Degrassi anymore." I sighed. "Why don't you talk to Simpson and have him get Sean back in?" I shook my head. "I think Sean is happier because he's not getting into fights with Jimmy anymore." I said, remembering how they fought after school. Sean accidentally pushed me to the ground which led to our break up and him getting his heart broken because I wouldn't talk to him. "Well, what are you going to do?" I told her that if Sean could get a lawyer, then he could get a hearing, plus his sentence reduced.
"Do you think it will work?" She asked, curiously. "It has to work." I said, as I had tears in my eyes. "Sean has made me so happy when we were dating and I don't have to be there to know he hates where he's at now." I frowned. "He put himself in front of a bullet for me when Rick was about to blow my damn head off and he was the one who fought him for the gun so I wouldn't get killed." I said, as the memory flashed before my eyes. "See, Em? He still loves you even after 6 years." I smiled as I thought of him, then I frowned as my mind flashed back to the memory of Jay and I in the van at the Ravine. "He won't if he finds out what I did with Jay and he gave me Gonorrhea in return." Manny frowned. "You didn't know that Jay had it until it was too late." I sighed and looked at the ground for a few moments, then looked at her. "Maybe not, but I still went behind Sean's back-the only guy I've been in love with since I was in 7th grade-by going down on his best friend." I frowned.
"You two weren't even dating when it happened between yourself and Jay." I got angry. "I know that, but Sean won't see it that way if he finds out. It doesn't matter because I still went ahead and did that when he was gone." I started crying and put my head in my hands. "Even if Sean does forgive me it doesn't change the fact that his best friend and I had a friends-with-benefits relationship-who I got gonorrhea from-and that all that happened when Sean was in Wasaga." I glared at the ground. "If I really loved Sean, I wouldn't have been with his best friend." I started crying again.
"Emma, it's going to be okay." She said, pulling my hands away from my face. I did and she was at eye level with me now. "How is it okay? If Sean found out, it would hurt him. I always find a way to screw our relationship up. He gets into a fight with Jimmy? I try to break it up and he pushed me to the ground-accidentally-so I ignore him which makes him cry and Ashley kisses him when he's hurting. I accused him of stealing? He gets angry at me and slams a locker right beside me, then glares at me angrily-but I could see the hurt in his eyes-when I was talking to Simpson about the laptop getting stolen." I tried to catch my breath. "All I ever do is hurt him, Manny. I either make him sad or angry. Sure he was happy with me, but it never lasted for long though." Manny looked sympathetic. Her eyes showed that she feels bad for me. "I'm just waiting for him to move on and forget about me. I hate fighting with Sean, but I can't take it anymore. I can't handle hurting him again." I laughed humorlessly. "Oh, wait. I did it again, but this time he doesn't know it. He'll probably find out from Jay because I'm sure as hell not going to tell him."
Manny's voice was soft. "Emma, Sean loves you. That's never going to change. No matter how much you break his heart, he will always be in love with you. You're his first love and that won't change either, because you will always be important to him." She said, as I shook my head. "I can't get back together with him again. It's better if I just forget about him and he forgets about me."