a/n: this is the product of pure boredom.

Warning: people who read this may feel some internal bleeding in there kidneys

I walk along the grainy sand and feel sorrow flow through out my entire body. You may be wondering why all this sadness has been bestowed on me. I wonder that too. It could be losing the love of my life constantly. It could be my best friend hating me on and off or that I have so many people that don't even know connected to me. Ven, Xion, Roxas...Before my world became connected I had no idea who these people eve were. But that's not the reason that I've been so sad. It all started last week...

"Sora what's that you're making?" Said the pretty girl with red hair.

"It's a cake for Riku's birthday!"

"Sora...cakes don't normally have fish in them...and sticks..."

"Oh...well what do cakes normally have in them?"

"Do you want some help?"

"Yes please"

Kairi began to get a number of mixed items from the kitchen and put the in a pile. She grabbed a book and flipped through it so fast finding a single page in a second. She seemed to be pro at cake making. I was so oblivious then. If I only I knew the things that were to come.

"Ok so now that we have the cake mix ready we put it in the oven at 325 degrees."

"Just like this?"

"Yep"

"But dont cakes normally have frosting and little plastic people playing soccer on them?"

"We put that stuff on after it's do-...little plastic people?"

"I can make little stick people to put on top playing soccer instead if we have no plastic people."

"Like I said...after the cake is baked."

"Oh! ok!" I smiled such an innocent smile. If I could be there again right now I would have smaked that smile right off.

The world is a very sad place for a dumb old kid like me. She was the love of my life...how could she betray me like that? Some people can just be so cruel. I'll make her pay. She won't see it coming...but she'll get what she deserves.

I pranced so happily looking for some stupid twigs. All I wanted was to make little stick people to put ontop of the cake. I was so oblivious.

"La la la la la la la la la!"

"Sora? What are you doing?"

"RIKU!!!....Um...nothing! I was just...ummm....looking for some pretty seashells to give to Kairi!"

"Um...were you just prancing?"

"..............maybe...."

He gave me a strange look then walked away. Funny...I always find away to be in solitude.

"Back to my singing! La la la la la la la gonna find sticks for Riku! La la la la la la la la la gotta put them on the cake-oo!!!"

Prancing...I was always prancing. I pranced back to Kairi and saw she was already working on the cake.

"Hey Kairi!"

"Sora where'd you go? We gotta decorate the cake."

"I went to find sticks."

"Why?"

"To put on top of the cake!"

"Oh Sora...um...ok lets put them on the table and we'll put them on right before we give it to him tomarrow."

"Ok!"

We decorated the cake. It had three layers of blue red and pink...our colors. I had so many idea's in store for those stick people..so many. Life has a funny way of taking things away from you. I slept so well that night. I should have been on the alert...watching my sticks. The next morning I saw Riku lying on the beach. I ran into the kitchen where the cake was and found Kairi standing over it placeing a few finishing touches to the icing on the sides.

"Hey Kairi should I start making the stick people?"

"Stick people? Oh right...listen Sora, I don't think the stick people ontop of the cake is a good idea."

"BUT I WAS GOING TO USE FROSTING TO MAKE THEIR FACES!!"

"Sora..."

My eyes began to water. My heart had been crushed. I put so much thought into the stick people that I didn't even get to make. Kairi took the cake and began to walk outside.

"Come on Sora let's go give Riku the cake."

"Go with out me...Riku's birthday will be fine with out me. You've made that perfectly clear."

"Huh?"

"Don't try to calm me down you shru!" I ran out as fast as she can...she didn't even bother coming after me.

From where I was hiding I could see Kairi give him the cake. He seemed so happy to get it. Little did he know there should have been stick people ontop of it. When he asked where I was Kairi said she had no idea. She knew exactly where I was. I was on the corner of deception and heart break. My heart on my sleave and her pulling the thread unraveling my sweater...how could she? That's when I began to contemplate my own demise. But that wouldn't be smart. Why kill myself? When I can kill...The stick people hater.