Robin Hood was no fool; he knew what it meant to be in love, and he also know what was accepted and what wasn't. And he bet, falling in love with man isn't accepted. Well his a outlaw, but there's still people to judge him, HIS there to judge his love. Much is there to judge his love. Still Robin couldn't help the feeling in his chest when he see's Much smiling, laughing, making food, singing, looking grumpy; the feeling of love beating his heart out of his chest. It maybe hurted sometimes to love Much, when Much talked about womens, when he hugged womens, kissed...Robin would be clad if he could forget that feeling. It was like cold hand trying to rip out his heart. Making his head make lies to him. 'His gonna hate you if you tell him, hiss gonna abonden you, his gonna be disspointed', and the list went on and on.

Robin had dream once, of what would happen if Much would know. The dream was horrible; everything that could go wrong; went wrong. But the day Robin actually told Much about his feelings was different. Very different.

Much wasn't screaming or yelling at him. He was just there, looking dumb, wondering what Robin meant by 'I love you'. After a while thinking, Much said that he loved Robin too. FAMILY. Robin sighed, what would he possibly do to make Much understand. Well he had one plan on his mind, but he was sure that one wouldn't end well. He walked over to Much, closing the pace between them. He breathed slowly in and out, before kissing Much. On lips, on board day light, kissed MUCH! Much's eyes were wide when he felt Robin lips against his, he didn't know what to do. Of course he cared about this man, he would do anything for him, but he wasn't sure if his caring was same as Robins, not anymore. Robin backed away, and looked at Much; he looked shocked. Robin laughed to himself. This is it, I ruined my friendship with him, his never going to forgive me.

''Much, I m sorry'', Robin said feeling odd feeling tightening his chest.

''Why are you sorry? We can't choose who we fall in love with!'', Much said silently.

''But we can choose to not to tell! '', Robin almost shouted, he wanted to Much to yell at him or something, he wanted to Much to show some emotion, he wanted him to reject him.

Hot tears burned his eyes, Great Robin Hood was about to cry his heart out, and there was nothing that could stop him from doing that. God he felt tried to block the comming emotions, but he felt like such a failure, like a mistake of a god. He felt disgusted at himself. Chaky laugh escaped from his lips, it didn't quite fit emotions Robins face was showing, it was a laugh he tried to escape the situation, laugh that would make all the said thing go away. A laugh of confusion.

''I m so sorry Much, so sorry..'', Robin said again, trying to cool down his feelings, trying to get rid of the pain in his chest, trying get rid of the shame. He wanted to run away, but his legs wouldn't move, he tried to clear the situation by saying it was all lie, but he couldn't. He couldn't betray his heart, by false action. He just waited Much to do something.

Much stood there in silent, watching the other man breaking down front of him, watching Robin figth with his was feelings ashamed that he was just standing there doing nothing, when Robin was in verge of tears. But also he felt betrayed, he felt like his friend was betraying him with those feelings, those feelings of un accepted love.

There was no word shed between them, there was only silent ripping their minds. Silent making even clearler that Robins feelings were not aswered, clearler that there was nothing to be said to make the words unsaid. Only time would tell what would happen.