Scars and struggles
It was a beautiful bright sunny day, on Destiny Islands. There was a bunch if teenagers outside enjoying the sun. Some were in the water jumping over the waves, there was a blond haired girl came outside, her name is Namine. Namine saw the bunch of teenagers, Namine walked toward the beach were the teenagers were. She put her feet in the water.
Nobody likes Namine, because they know she can mess with people's minds, nobody wants to be her friend, and they don't talk to her, but there is this boy that doesn't avoid her, his name is Zexion.
Now Zexion, he talks to her sometimes, and he feels really bad for her. He tried to be friendly to her, but Namine doesn't even buy it. He never gives up, he keeps on trying.
"Hey look everyone, it's that witch," called Larxene as she was standing in the water.
"Let's get out of here," said Sora as he was standing on the sand watching everyone, of what they are doing.
Namine was use to all of this, but it still made her hurt.
The teenagers ran as fast as they could. They wish that Namine never existed, or that she was dead. Namine sighed.
Zexion came walking toward her.
"Zexion, I don't get why they hate me. I'm not going to mess with their memories," said Namine.
"Don't think about that they hate you," said Zexion.
"They want me dead. Why can't I just die right now?" Said Namine upset.
"Don't think like that, I don't avoid you, I don't hate you," said Zexion trying to comfort her.
"It's bad enough that I cut my wrists, " said Namine.
"Namine, stop hurting yourself," said Zexion.
"Look , I hate my life, I don't care, I want to be dead," said Namine tearing up.
"Namine, stop it right now," said Zexion.
"I can say whatever I want," said Namine.
"That's not the answer to everything, try, and talk to them," said Zexion.
"I can't, they just run off," said Namine.
"Your right, " said Zexion.
Namine stood quite, and she didn't day a word to Zexion.
He probably doesn't even like me. I bet he's a fack. I can't trust him, and I don't know what to say to him.
Zexion didn't say anything to her. Why is she quite? I want her to trust me, and I want to be friends with her, she doesn't see it , but I do.
"You think talking to them is the answer? " Asked Namine who broke the silence.
"Yeah, I do. Don't you want to know really why they run off?" Asked Zexion.
"I already know," said Namine.
"Don't you want to find out more?" Asked Zexion.
"No, I don't care," said Namine.
"Ok." Man she's a hard one.
I'd rather die then talk to the teens, there's no way I'm gonna talk to them.
"Well it looks like your gonna struggle with that your whole life," said Zexion.
"Just stop talking about it, and go away," said Namine.
"Fine then, I'll go," said Zexion as he walked off.
Namine thought to herself. Why don't I just kill myself right now? Everyone will be happy that I'm dead, and I'll not have to live on with life. I'm going to take my mind off of things, I'm going to go home, and draw in my sketchbook.
Namine walked out of the water and she walked home, she walked up her porch, and opened the door, then walked in the house. She headed up stairs in her room.
She closed her bedroom door, then she sat on her bed. Her sketchbook, was on her bed, she picked it up, and next to her bed was a night stand, she grabbed her pencil, and her iPod mimi, she put her headphones on, and she began to draw. For her to draw, and listen to music comforts her. Ir keeps her mind off of things. She's a really good at drawing, and she loves listing to music.
I couldn't believe that I said to Zexion to go away, I feel so bad, I'll say sorry to him tomorrow. Namine thought.