A/N: This is based on liffyhip's White Pearl comic (on Instagram) and Elie Wiesel's Night.


Never shall I forget the excruciating pain as she dragged one long, black fingernail across my left eye.

Never shall I forget the wide smirk on her face as she knowingly caused me unbearable pain.

Never shall I forget her words, as she laid curse upon curse my way.

Never shall I forget her mercilessness as she molded me into her own plaything.

Never shall I forget the hollowness of my chest as my real Diamond walked away with her new Pearl.

Never shall I forget the feeling of her long, white fingers grasping my mind.

Never shall I forget the fear of being shattered at literally every moment.

Never shall I forget Pink Diamond.

Never.


She is in my mind.

She is a puppeteer, and I, her puppet.

I wish for an escape from this white-washed hell, to no avail.

She was not even my Diamond in the first place.

It was her Starlight. Pink Diamond.

It was my fault, why she got in trouble that day.

We were fooling around, when we accidentally damaged one of White's ships while sparring. We were not even supposed to spar. She did my buns so my hair would not get in the way.

I am a mere Pearl. I should only know how to obey, be submissive, and carry my master's orders. Not fight.

White Diamond deemed me defective. I was switched with her Pearl. She "fixed" me.

I cannot get her out of my mind.

I am a puppet on strings, and she my master, my controller.

She watches my every single move, every thought, every emotion. It's only a matter of time before-

Augh.

I can feel her forcefully tying the metaphorical rope around my neck tighter.

I am enveloped by a bright, never-ending white light.

I am drowning in the light. Her light. She forces me to speak.

"Pink Diamond, your presence is required."

My-

My Diamond?

Have you finally come back for me?