So I really want to thank MistressPhantomhive for helping me. She helped me get on the right track for just generally writing. I apologize for the really long wait and the general piece that was the first chapter. Really I do want to thank her for all the advice. I still don't have a plot for it though. If you have any suggestions I would be happy to hear them.I have a plan for the next 2 chapters but not the actual story.

Lucy's pov

I really hate my life. The guild of Fairy Tail where they "accept everyone" has been ignoring me for months. How many ,I've stopped counting. I have finally had enough of it, I just can't deal with this anymore. I don't know where I am going from here but I am leaving.

As I walk into the guild I hear various greetings from the entirety of... 4 people. Wendy, Gajeel, Juvia, and finally my girlfriend Erza are the ones that saved me from doing something… rash. Wendy and Gajeel immediately knew something was wrong. Nobody else noticed the guild ignoring me because it wasn't really obvious. And when they confronted me about it and I spilled.

Flashback

"Lucy we don't want to hear your excuses" Wendy said with a tone I had never heard on her before. It sounded a bit… possessive.

"Yeah Bunny, we want to know what's up. Don't bother lying to us, We can hear your heartbeat." Gajeel almost completely growled.

"Look I'm sure I don't know what you're talking about, nothing is wrong." I try to save them time by not whining about being ignored.

"Lucy" She just flat out growled this time and it was terrifying.

"Alright." I said giving up. I didn't want them to hate me, but I told them.

Flashback end.

Juvia just sort of...followed. She knew that something was wrong so she confronted me after a while, and I just asked myself; "Why should I hide it if she already knows?" That was the day that I found out that she loved me like a sister, and that she "didn't want to lose another one" whatever that meant. Maybe she had a sister? I don't know she doesn't really touch on it

And Erza, my girlfriend. That may come as a surprise, and I wish that it'd happened on better circumstances, but I'm not complaining.

flashback

"Lucy." A commanding tone said. I jumped as no one had spoken to me in a while.

Erza had been on an s-class job with Mira, and that was supposed to last at least a month. How that worked, I don't know, but now she's been back a couple of days. And I've been expecting this for the couple days she's been back. I told her what the guild had done and she was surprised at my treatment.

But when she said "I'm so sorry Lucy." I was not prepared.

I thought that she'd eventually forget me like the others, maybe even ask me on a job because we were a team. But an apology?

"Please hit me. I don't deserve someone like you." She said, emotion filled her voice. She meant it. She really felt that she didn't deserve me.

"What never why would I-what do you mean you don't deserve me." I stuttered out, trying to make sense of what she'd just said.

"I was planning on confessing to you after the job. But I don't deserve even thinking about having you."

At that moment I went through a rainbow of emotions. I'd loved her ever since I first lay eyes on her, but I always thought that she would be disgusted by me.

"Erza come on, I'm who could never deserve you. I love you" I said as I pulled her in for a kiss.

Flashback end

So I sat down and we started to talk. Talking about things that right now I'm not really sure about. I want to but I'm scared what am I going to do? Fairy Tail is my life. I'm just not prepared for this.

Again i apologize and this is probably getting annoying but still. Really also apologize for the little bit of Juvia that's not actually canon but i put it there to make it more dramatic. I don't know if that will be touched on later as I said this doesn't really have a plot. I want you to know I will take advantage of her advice and i will make sure that I work really hard on the second chapter.