Hey guys dont know if anyones going to read this story; but if you do can you please review! This is my fourth story; I hope you guys like it.


She walks down that long thin hallway, that she always dreamed she whould. She looked on both sides of her there was her mother and father on the brides side with Rachel, Mouth, and others. On the grooms side she saw Karen, Keith, Dan, Deb and others. She looked up by the minister and saw Haley, Peyton, Jenny, standing there for her. Nathan, Jake, and her son Jamie on the grooms side. She reaches the man of her dreams, Lucas Scott with a smile. The smile soon fades as she hears these words, "Im sorry Brooke, I never loved you, It's Peyton that i want" Lucas said as Peyton walks up to him and kisses him as Brooke feels her heart being stabbed. Lucas and Peyton then breck from the kiss and smile "Your always going to be second best, you got something on your dress" Peyton said with a small laugh. Brooke then looks down at her dress, whatever it was it was red and it was spending fast all over her dress, it was blood. Jamie then calles out "Mama, mama, wake up"


Brooke woke up in shock, pulling her self up on the bed, scaring Jamie in the mean while. "Wow, you ok mama?" Jamie said looking at his mother worried as he hops on to Brooke's bed. "Yeah buddy, I..I just had a bad dream that's all" Brooke said catching her breathe and then holding her head, the dream gave her a headache, or was it the six full glasses of wine that have her it. "Where's Owen?" Brooke said as she looked beside her in the bed then all around the room. "He's in the kitchen" Jamie said jumping off the bed walking towards the bedroom door. "Oh, he's making breakfast?" Brooke said with a smile on her face as she began to get out of bed. "I hope so, im hungary" the little four year old said as he turned around to face his mom then ran out of the room, leaving a laughing Brooke.


Brooke walks out of the bedroom into the kitchen to find Jamie sitting on a stool at the table and Owen looking though some papers. Owen then looked up and saw Brooke standing there looking at him. "Hey babe, you ok, Jamie said you had a bed dream" Owen said walking over to her and kissing her on the top of the head. "Yeah i'm fine" Brooke said a little disspponinted that he didn't make breakfast. "Ok, well i have to go to work" Owen said as he grabbed his suitcase. "You didn't make breakfast?" Brooke said looking at Jamie who was now drawing. "Brooke, i have to go to work, i cant pay the bills and take care of of your kid too" Owen said in a high voice. "I didn't ask you to take care of Jamie, i just thought that you whould make him something to eat" Brooke said trying not to get mad in front of Jamie. "No Brooke, i didn't make him breakfast, i work all day, so i can put food on the table for you and him ok?" Owen said looking at Brooke frusted. "Ok, im sorry" Brooke said as she walked to the fridge to find somehing to make Jamie. "Well thanks, now im going to be late because you had to start a fight with me" Owen said as he walked towards the front door. "When are you going to be home?" Brooke said setting down the pancake mix on the counter then looking at Owen. "I dont know Brooke, when ever i get home, do you have anymore questions?" Owen said getting madder every secoud. "No" Brooke said hanging her head down. With that Owen walked out of the house slamming the door, Jamie looked up from his picture sad, with his mom and Owen this was a everyday thing.


Brooke looks at him sorry he has to live like this, but there way no other way they could live, New York was an expensive city, she could leave him and move back to Tree Hill, but there was a reason why she left there in the frist place, Jamie. Yes her Beautiful baby boy James Lucas Scott, her now four year old boy, he looked just like his daddy, blue eyes, blonde hair, and that famous Scott smile. Brooke made his pancakes with a smiley face, she did this all the time when he was sad, it was Brooke's way of saying "things will get better". Jamie stares at it then turns the smile to a frown, this was no suprize to Brooke because he always seemed to do that. Brooke just looked at him and turned her head back to the dishes.


"Ok sweety, have a good day alright" Brooke said hugging Jamie with tears almost falling from her hazel eyes. Jamie just hugged her and nodded his head yes sadly. "Ok i'll see you in a little while" Brooke said pulling away from the hug faking a smile. Jamie started to walk off, Brooke turned around about to get in her car but was stopped by a small voice, she turned around. "Mama, i love you" Jamie said with a small smile, "I love you too baby" Brooke said with tears running down her cheeks. Jamie nodded his head and started to walk away again. Brooke got in her car and sat there for a couple minutes just sitting there crying, she then had a flashback.


FLASHBACK

It was pouring rain outside but she didn't care, she had to get away from what she just saw, she heared footsteps behind her splashing in the rain. "Brooke please stop" the man behind her yelled. Brooke knew who it was but she didn't want to talk to him, he just broke her heart in a milion pieces that night. "Brooke, please just talk to me" he yelled grabing a hold of her arm to get her to stop and talk to him, she pulled her arm out of his grasp, she turned away to face him, "Dont you dare touch me" Brooke yelled thew her tears, he chould tell she was crying because her eyes were all red. "Brooke, I'm so..." he began before he got cut off by Brooke, "Dont, dont say that, dont say your sorry Lucas" Brooke said trying to wipe her tears away. "Peyton and I, look we didn't plan for this to happen, i swear, it just happened" Lucas said looking he in the eyes. "That doesn't really matter Lucas, because in the end it hurts the same" Brooke said before she walked away, leaving a speechless Lucas.

END FLASHBACK


Brooke got back to the house, sat down on the couch a desided that she chouldn't live like this anymore. She went in to the kitchen and opened a cubert looked in a jar where Owen kept money just in case he needed it, there was at least three hundred dollars in the jar. She grabbed the money and let out a sigh of relief, she quickly put the money in her jean's pocket and the jar back and closed the cubert because she heard a car pull in the driveway. She ran over to the couch and sat down, the door opened and there was Owen. "Hey, What are you doing home so early?" Brooke said confused, "I forgot my Jackson case papers here, have you seen them?" Owen said walking into the kicthen part and opening the cubert that he kept the money in. Brooke prayed to god he whouldn't open the jar to check if the money was there, she seen him flip out and yell and hit her for small things, imagine what he whould do if she stole three hundred dollars from him. "Oh, here they are, Brooke, why are the Jackson's court papers in the culbert?" Owen said looking at her confused. "Umm, i dont know, maybe Jamie put them up there?" Brooke said trying not to look guilty for taking the money. "Well i dont want him touching my papers or drawing on them, that kid doesn't know how lucky he is to have a roof over his head and food in his tummy, cause god knows you cant do it" Owen said stoming out of the house. Brooke let out a sigh, maybe he was right, maybe she chouldn't take care of her son and have a job with no one to help her. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to get away from New York.


Brooke sat on the couch the whole day thinking about if it was a good idea or not, because once she and Jamie leave they can never come back. Brooke got so caught up in her thinking she almost forgot to pick Jamie up. She got to the school just in time, the kids were coming out of the school, there he was, the only reason she gets up every morning and lives is because she knows her son needs her. "Mamma, guess what i drew today at school" Jamie said happily as he got closer to Brooke. "What that buddy?" Brooke said with a smile, "It's you and me in Tree Hill, that's where daddy lives right?" Jamie said with the brightest smile he's had in a long time. "Yeah baby, that's where daddy lives, your picture is beautiful, come on let's go home" Brooke said with a sad look in her eyes, then a fake smile appeared on her face. They went back home, "Hey buddy, why dont you go up stairs and play for a little while until supper" Brooke said as she kneeled down to Jamie's level. "Ok mama" Jamie said then ran up stairs to his room. Brooke then went over to the phone and dialed a couple of numbers on the phone, then she looked up the stairs to make sure Jamie wasn't listening. "Hi, i'd like to book two tickets to Tree Hill tonight" Brooke said picking up a picture of Jamie and her.


Later that night Brooke tucked Jamie in to his bed, "Ok buddy, do you want to go on a little trip with mama tonight?" Brooke said as she sat on his bed. "Where are we going?" Jamie asked confused. "Tree Hill" Brooke said with a small smile, "Really?!, to see daddy?" Jamie said excitedly. "Not at frist baby, i got to talk to daddy about you, you know why right?" Brooke said hoping he remembered. "Yeah, because daddy doesn't know about me" Jamie said sadly, "Yes, that's right baby, but he will soon, i promise, ok?" Brooke said hoping that whould cheer him up, lucky for her it did. "K" Jamie said with a smile, "So when are we leaving?" Jamie said curiously, "After Owen gose to bed, baby" Brooke said getting up and putting some clothes in his backpack. "But mama, what if Owen catches us, i dont want him to hurt you anymore mama" Jamie said shacking his head". "He wont baby, you trust me right?" Brooke said as she put his bag down and walked over to his bed and sat down. "I trust you mama" Jamie said with a smile. "Good" She said as she got up from the bed and packed some more things for Jamie. "Oh mama, dont forget my picture of daddy" Jamie said as he handed his mom a picture of Lucas when he was in high school. "I like this picture of daddy" Jamie said with a a giggle in his voice, "Me too" Brooke said looking at Jamie then the photo with a small smile.


Brooke laid in bed pretending to be asleep, when Owen fell asleep she easily got out of the bed and grabbed her suitcase and then headed for Jamie's room up stairs. She opened the door to find Jamie fast asleep, "Jamie, Jamie, baby, wake up, it's time to go" Brooke said shaking him gently so he'll wake up. Jamie then opened his eyes "Is it time to go mama?" Jamie said yawing. "Yeah come on, get your shoes on fast" Brooke said grabbing his shoes and handing them to him then picking up his backpack. "Ready mama" Jamie said smiling with his eyes half open, "Ok good boy, let's go, and dont be loud alright?" Brooke said kissing his forehead. "Ok mama, i'll try" Jamie said nodding his head yes. They walked down the stairs holding hands hoping that he whouldn't wake up. Jamie got out of the house and ran to the car, Brooke took one last look at the house, and shut the door behind her and ran to the car.


They got to the airport then Brooke got out her cell phone and done the one thing she had to do and hadn't done in a while. "Ok buddy, just sit here ok, i'll be right over here making a phone call ok?" Brooke said letting down her suitcase. Jamie was too tired to say anything so he just nodded his head yes, she dialed a couple of numbers on her cell phone and looked at Jamie. "Hello?" the voice on the other end said it sounded like the person was sleeping, "Hey, it's me, Brooke, listen i know we haven't talked in a while, but i need your help, and please dont tell Lucas, Haley, or Peyton" Brooke said. Brooke slowly nodded her head at the phone as she watched Jamie looking at her confused.


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