Hey y'all! This is my first Torchwood fanfic, so be nice please! It's sort of a tag to 2:02, and it's Janto (of course) Disclaimer: I don't own.
I know everything, except how to be your everything.
I try, I try so hard, and sometimes I think it's working, but then someone else shows up. Someone from your past-you-try-so-hard-to-forget.
And you love them.
And what can I do in the face of so deep-rooted a love? Me, the secretary, the tea-boy, the eye-candy, the quick-shag-in-the-office?
Nothing, nothing at all.
And you love me, you do, I don't doubt that at all, but you are capable of loving so many people so passionately that I can't help but feel that I'm just a toy.
And as we lie here, wrapped in each other's arms, I wander how many other people you've whispered these sweet nothings so tenderly to, and how many other people's spines you've stroked so softly, and how many other people's lips you've kissed so sweetly.
And it makes me sad.
Because you are my whole life now, and I'm just a subscript in yours.
Let me know, how's it feel
To be under my skin?
Wrapped around my heart,
Is it like anywhere you've been?
And everything I do, I do it just for you.
So why the hell won't you love me?
Why the hell won't you need me like I need you?
Why are you so far above me?
Don't you know there is nothing that I wouldn't do?
But I was just a toy that you destroyed.
Stupid boy.
I have been looking in,
Trying to read your mind.
Give you the benefit of the doubt
Every single time.
But didn't you waltz right by,and I was screaming out inside:
Why the hell won't you love me?
Why the hell won't you need me like I need you?
Why are you so far above me?
Don't you know there is nothing that I wouldn't do?
But I was just a toy that you destroyed.
Stupid boy.
What happens when you wake up
And see what you've lost?
Take one look at me
'Cause that's what it cost.
I was gonna be everything you need,
'Cause you are everything to me.
So why the hell won't you love me?
Why the hell won't you need me like I need you?
Why are you so far above me?
Don't you know there is nothing that I wouldn't do?
But I was just a toy that you destroyed.
Stupid boy.
Let me know, how's it feel
To be under my skin?
The song is 'Stupid Boy' by Taylor Swift. Thoughts? Feedback would be great, even if it's to tell me I should stop writing Torchwood ;D
xx