A/N -Hey guys, this is my second ever fan fiction and I've decided to write a song fic between Jade and Beck, from Victorious. I will include the lyrics to Dear Darlin' by Olly Murs but may leave bits out... I hope this goes well hehe, enjoy!
Dear Darlin',
Please excuse my writing,
I can't stop my hands from shaking,
Beck looked to the paper in his hands, clutching his alcoholic beverage in the other hand and taking a large gulp. His hands trembled as he started to drag his pen across the paper.
'Cause I'm cold,
And alone...
Tonight.
He pulled his blankets closer to him as he wrote the letter, one single tear escaping his eye and falling onto the paper, smudging the ink.
I miss you,
And nothing hurts like no you,
No one understands what we went through.
He loved her but she broke his trust – He couldn't do it anymore, her constantly flirting with every male she saw. Nobody understood why he wanted to be with Jade, she was horrible a soulless creature with no heart, wanting everything her way and loved to watch other suffer.
It was short,
It was sweet,
But we tried.
Except Jade did not try, he tried but failed while she was off doing other things with other men.
And if my words break through the wall,
And meet you at your door,
All I can say is,
Girl, I mean them all.
He has given up, he won't hide the pain and try to cover up, she built walls between him and their relationship and he would be pushed away and left, isolated.
Dear Darlin',
Please excuse my writing,
I can't stop my hands from shaking,
It's been over two hours; he has been sat in this same wooden chair reminiscing about their broken relationship and what could have been.
'Cause I'm cold,
And alone,
Tonight.
He casted a glance to the letter in front of him, it held his feelings, his pain and sorrow. He wants her to read this letter and realise what grief and pain she caused him.
I miss you,
And nothing hurts like no you,
No one understands what we went through.
Even through all this he still loved her with all his heart, which was the thing about Jade West, you just keep coming back for more like a lovesick puppy. He misses what they had.
It was short,
It was sweet,
But we tried...
We tried.
He was letting all his anger and pain build up until he gave up and let the tears flow, he didn't think anyone could make him this upset.
Been thinking,
About the ball we drinkin',
Feeling like the sofa was sinking.
As his thoughts flew around his brain he sat back, feeling his whole world spin.
I was warm,
In the hope,
Of your eyes.
Those piercing eyes that used to supply him warmth, it made him feel lucky to have her in his life, but when he looks into her eyes now, all he sees is betrayal.
So if my words break through the wall,
To meet you at your door,
All I can say is, Girl I mean them all.
He spilt his heart all over the pages, every word and syllable dripping with pain.
Dear Darlin',
Please excuse my writing,
I can't stop my hands from shaking,
'Cause I'm cold and alone, tonight.
I miss you, and nothing hurts like no you!
No one understands what we went through...
It was short, it was sweet, we tried.
He forced himself to get up and dragged his body to the window, he watched the darkening skyline and watched as flocks of black birds flew past, it only made him think of Jade and his heart crumbled one again.
We tried.
Please review, I might be writing a multi chapter story on Victorious soon so look out for that! :)
-definecute