A/n This is a random idea that I got from watching a CMV . Basically England needed money so he started selling himself. America starts to call England regularly. Soon England starts to fall in love with America, but he fears resentment from the later. I don't own hetalia if I did there would more Prucan. The original idea belongs to FIN PanicalIllusionCosplay on you tube. Keep in mind this was only loosely based on that.
England flopped down on his bed. 'How did my life get to this point?' he thought rubbing the painful bite marks that made their home on his neck. It was a stupid question he knew dam well how he got there. He needed money. He was desperate, but that was a year ago. He was fairly well off now and could afford to stop now so why couldn't he? One word America. At first it was meaningless, but as time went on he started to have feelings for the younger nation.
"What am I going to do." He asked himself as his phone rang. Alfred had left him a text. 'Same time tomorrow.' Dropping the phone he curled up into a ball and started sobbing. 'I can't go on like this.' He thought. 'I can tell he my feelings I will only get hurt. He does not love me. Half the time he can't stand me. Hell the revolutionary war proved that.' He got up and made his way into the kitchen and got a knife then sitting down he started making shallow cuts along his arm. He was so focused on cutting that he did not notice the front door opening or the loud country let himself in.
"Hey England I forgot my jacket. What do you think your doing?" he said before running over to take the knife from England. England reached for he the knife.
"Give it back." America held the knife farther away.
"No. Why are you doing this?" America said. England look like a little kid being scolded by a parent. Could he tell him the truth? Maybe if he did America would be so offended he would give him back the knife so he could finish what he started. Would he be so offended he would make England suffer?
"Arthur." America said snapping him out of his thoughts. England broke down crying. His answer was barely audible.
'I Love You." He waited for America to reject him. Instead America wrapped his arms around him and said.
"I Thought I'd never hear you say that."