I can't belive I'm going to do this, I can't belive I'm going to do this. I thought to myself as I watched Edward gracefully spring onto the porch, out of the misty rain.
"You wanted to talk Bella?" he asked, kind of like he was confused.
"Yes, um... I don't quite know how to say this... but... um..."
A million emotions flashed across his pale face. Finally it stopped on confusion.
"What is it Bella? You can tell me, whatever it is."
"Edward, there's... there's something I need to tell you," My voice was almost a whisper now. As was my normal nervous habit, I bit on my lower lip; as usual his hawk-like golden eyes caught that.
"Bella is there something wrong? Your nervous, it worries me."
When I told him, would he become that dangerous intense person he was when he saved me that night at Port Angelas? I hoped with my life that he wouldn't.
"Bella, tell me what's wrong," he comanded in a gentle but firm tone.
"Well... you know how you said that... if I ever changed my mind... about, you know, being with you... that I should tell you?"
"Yeah,"
"Well,"
"No!,"
He stormed off the porch in a huff of rage. Before he got into his shiney silver volvo, he turned to me, and I could see so much pain in his beautiful golden he was burning; a burning man.
"Bella, just remember, I will always love you, forever."
With that he turned and got into his car and sped away at his always too fast speed of driving.
Wow, i thought to myself as i shuffled back into the quite house, that was the most painful thing I have ever done; It's only fair to both of them to be mutual until I actually figure out what to do.