Four/Tobias POV

I have a lot of secrets. Secrets I have never told anyone. One of them is that I am Marcus's son, and that I came to Dauntless only to get away from him and his abusive ways. Another thing is that, when I left Abnegation, I left behind the only person that I was sure I loved. My sister, Jennifer. I still remember the day right before my choosing ceremony, she told me she loved me and begged me to transfer to another faction to get away from Marcus.

"Tobias, I will be okay, I can handle myself. I will stay out of the house, I will do anything! Please Tobias, this is probably your only chance, don't waste it on me. There is no reason why you have to suffer for the rest of your life. Go to a different faction and know that I will be okay. I love you."

Those were the last words she said to me. I still remember her hopeful brown eyes, her short, curly, dirty blond hair tied into a tight bun, and her pale skin.

Today is her choosing ceremony, and I have no idea what faction she will choose. If she chooses Dauntless, I am almost positive she won't recognize me, I look nothing like i did 2 years ago, even if she did, she would probably just ignore me. But I do know that, wherever she goes, after she gets into a faction, she will not visit me. Looking back, I see that I was a horrible brother, i never visited, in fear of running into Marcus. And I left her in the hands of Marcus, who I know probably beat and whipped her everyday, blaming her for Evelyn and me leaving him. Evelyn, my mother, someone who supposedly died when I was 8. Evelyn really left me and Jennifer to join the factionless after Marcus tried to get her executed. I now this because I saw her for myself about a week before the aptitude tests. She practically begged me to leave the factions and join the factionless. But I wouldn't do it, she is no mother of mine. Leaving me and Jennifer to rot. My real mother died when I was 8. But know that I think about it, I was no better then she was. I lost Jennifer's love the minute my blood hit the coals.